Perfectly LonelyMonday, December 13, 2010
I'd have to stay sorry for flooding almost all of my social networking sites with negative posts and nonsensical rants lately. I know people hate bad vibes but I just can't help it. Seriously, I need friends. So would you mind if I ask you to stick around and listen some more? If yes, thank you and a big hug. If no, screw you bitch!
Aside from the trouble at work, I'm also having boyfriend issues. Yeah, yeah, I know you'll say, "Of course she's having problems yet again!". But, I don't know. At 21, being in a relationship just feels complicated. I always wish we can just go back to college when everything was a lot easier, less complicated.
It also doesn't help that it's Christmastime, which is supposed to be a time for love and forgiveness, is just around the corner. I never hated Christmas, I never wanted to skip Christmas, it was my favorite holiday even if I don't get my wishlist every year. Well, more of even if I have to work for my wish list every year. But the Christmas songs and the decors just won't do this year. Top that with an argument I just had with my mom, we're not talking or anything. Phew, what one hell of a Christmas am I going to have.
After watching Glee's Christmas episode though, I wanted to have the same philosophy as Brittany. I may look stupid but that's fine, at least Christmas will still be magical for me. *sigh*
I can't remember the last time I had put in a rant on this blog for I promised to stay true to my mantra that I should never, ever had BV here in my blog. But I'm sorry I just have to. I know no one likes hearing bad news, what more if it came from someone that you don't really care about. At this point, I don't give a damn, I just want to let this all out 'cause my chest freakin' hurts. Getting drunk seems like the only way to go. So I'm going to do just that.