Good Morning, monsters! I feel good, I feel light, I feel peculiarly awesome today! And no, I haven't switched work yet, I just went on to start new things, new blogs, new passwords, new everything-well almost. I don't have a new boyfriend, though. Teehee.

I bought a new laptop courtesy of my hard-earned savings. I was ecstatic at first but when I see the receipt over and over again, I always think about the money! Bunny told me not to worry because at least it was converted into something tangible, it was not stolen or something like that, and it keeps me okay for quite a while and then I start to think about the money again.

I had my nails done, my current color is pussy red. I love nail polish, I do give my nails a bit of sunlight and rest every other week to still keep them healthy.My toes doesn't get the same treatment though. Since I have unimaginable ugly toes, I put polish on them all the time. I don't know how to start caring for them. Any suggestions?

Moving on, I also have a new team. Team Zion! It's the same account sans the rude customers and the inconsiderate callers. I love my new team, I get to laugh, to talk to my new team mates and I also troubleshoot and get actual solves so it gets fulfilling as we go on.

I also have a new cellphone and a new number. My phone got snatched at PhilCoa. People should really start looking for work because they do have hope. Don't be fucking parasites feeding on other people's hardwork.

So there, I think I have more updates to do but I'll leave it for next time. I'm going to cook Sinigang as a belated birthday gift for my sister, Polly.

Mood: Giddy
Song: Swing, Swing - All American rejects

Something drastic, no. Something tremendously great is going to happen to us. yes, me and bunny. We really don't know if we're prepared for this. No matter what, we'll make it.

Or atleast something that feels like it. A text or a call wouldn't be so bad, right? Do you even care that I worry that much? Do you even care that I can feel you're safety that is why I flood your phone? Do you even care in the first place? I am so pissed right now. We both know that if you break my trust, it'll be hard for  both of us to bring everything together again.

Last nigh I was trying to utter the perfect words to make it seem like we were perfect, of course, my dad would always want what is best for me. With this, do you think he'll still approve of you?

Don't break my trust, or else.

I haven't been stable for quite a while now. For the past weeks, or month rather, Ive been trying to recall my dreams and I was also trying to make them come to life. With no hope in this dreaded place Im in, literally, I found a link. Teehee. A link that would make me go closer to my Dreamy Orgasmic bliss. I mean, its really a link. My stay here in Manila have been rather boring nor empty. I know I have to go through a certain process for it will lead me to greater glory, or will it really? As of now, I don't really know. Its tepid here. I kept freaming of balmy nights and starry skies, in your eyes and in your arms. Am I too young for this shit? I dont think so, baby. Im not mature enough to know, and Im irrational enough to prepare for it. Come what may, I want you to always be here. YOU are the link, baby.

Ive been a loner and a loser. I am a hypocrite. I try to deviate from my co-workers in this ill-gotten place. I try to veer away for them for they don't have my trust, not yet. Its hard for me to open up to other people.

You know love, all of them would always amount to only you. I need to get out, I need to mature.

I need to grow up. Thank you baby for this :)