I'm filled with excitement and ecstasy (no, not the drug!) because good things have started pouring in at the start of my year. I just hope it keeps on going until the end of the year because 2012 was definitely not my year. My 2012 ended with lots of parties, fun, food and love from my friends, family and of course, the boyfriend. He actually spent New Year at home which is a first not just for me but for everyone at home.

My family is ridiculously conservative and having someone (who's not related by blood) come over for such a special occasion never ever happens until I brought lovey home. Yay for the courage! My Mom was mad at first because she wasn't sure how my Grammy will react but everything was all good! That's the first surprise I guess. I'll be posting photos soon but for now, let's talk about the office party!

Have you ever had that feeling where you just want to quit work and sleep all day beside the person you love? Well, I'm saying this not in a romantic sense but in the perspective of a 20-something professional who just got tired of what's she's doing and what she's about to do next, so the next best option is to cuddle and sleep with that person who's always been there for her. Her you say? Yes, because that person is me.

Phew. I typed that sentence spontaneously, not thinking if I'll be having typos or what have you. I feel tired. More like, sick and tired of everything especially work. It's not that the location (as of now) is too far, it's not the people I work with, it's not the money, it's not the food in the pantry, I just got tired.

I overthink all the time and I won't even bother to deny that. When I see photos of previous friends and classmates from college, and they're currently pursuing another degree or probably taking up medicine or law without having to work at the same time, I feel jealous. Was I less of a student, better yet a person while we were in college? Why is he/she more glorified than I am was when he was a slut and she drank beer all night. I know I shouldn't be feeling that way, but I guess I keep on thinking that life's unfair. That while other people are struggling with work and life, others keep on complaining how the atmosphere in Starbucks is not conducive for learning.

I've spent 2 entire weeks of my life living on buses. I say so because again, I've been moved from one site to anooooooother. I know for a fact that being a trainer requires you to be assigned to different places, but to defend myself, I've only been with my current account for 2 mos and they're moving me again. How can I establish myself then? *sigh*

I can't do anything about it so I'd have to deal with a one hour travel time from T. Morato (where I live) to Makati. Also, I find the cost of working in Makati more pricey than when I was in UPA. Well for a fact, the fare would be one of the culprits, the food as well and everything! I hate Makati. Can you give me at least 3 reasons why I shouldn't loathe the place?

Well, not really. Upon being promoted, I thought I was going to hate GA for that would mean we may have to weigh what we were able to do for the company. At least that's what I thought. But then again my department has ways of making us feel grace under pressure, and that is in the form of fun GAs! Yay to that.