I'd
like to think leaving this space for over a month gave me the much needed
enlightenment I was hoping for, I couldn't be more wrong. In my 25 years of
existence, I should have known that change takes time. And a month is not
enough to make things better, they aren’t. But I’d like to think I’m close,
with all the help and support I’m getting from my family, friends and most
especially the boyfriend. With this, I can only hope for the best. On to better
things!
I
celebrated my birthday 2 weeks ago and I was sober 3 days before and after my
birthday, now that’s a first! The boyfriend was planning a secret birthday salubong for me, which I eventually
found out, and I told him to cancel it. Not that I didn’t want to spend time with
friends and get wasted but, I think I’m finally in that age where celebrating
one’s birthday is not a big deal anymore. For my birthday, the only thing I
wanted to do was eat and shop, and that’s what we did. Couldn’t thank the
boyfriend enough for being my walking credit card that day, hahaha!