He is my hunny. We've been together for almost a year and a half now. Im thinking of finally settling down with the right guy and I know its him. I have come to my senses and I realized Im just too young for all the responsibilities but sometimes, there are consequences wherein you can't run from the responsibilities that you have been hiding from since you got into the relationship. I chose not to run from THAT responsibility. We both chose not to. And now, we're just two giddy young adults who are both excited and nervous of this surprise! XD

I'm craving for Blueberry Crepe. The one that you buy from Crepe Man. It has been a burden on my budget to buy Crepe everyday and Shark's Fin, but what can I do. I keep on craving for these foods! UGH. I know you will be healthy and beautiful, that is why Im willing to go out of budget for you :)

Ive been having a lot of errors at work. Not today but even the past weeks. My mind is totally and unwholeheartedly absent from it. I am totally not serious about this shiznit. I was like, goofed and I can't back out from it. The silver lining is far from where I have imagined it. I want out. So, London here I come.

Mood: Giddy
Song: Swing, Swing - All American rejects

Something drastic, no. Something tremendously great is going to happen to us. yes, me and bunny. We really don't know if we're prepared for this. No matter what, we'll make it.

Two nights ago, I had a very bad dream. Well, its not a dream. It was a nightmare. The dream was more of an everyday life medley, it involved people from different places who began acting weird and weirder that they all knew each other.

To cut the nightmare short, cause I really don't want to talk about it, my hubby was cheating on me with my co-worker. This co-worker of mine is a very quiet one and very shy as well. In my dream, this co-worker was my housemate and I was so shocked as I entered "OUR" room and saw my hubby on the process of putting on his clothes. He was from her bed and not from my bed! I was crying during my dream, he embraced me from my back and told me he was sorry. But as co-worker entered the room, he eagerly left my side and went on to co-worker's bed and they slept together while I was sobbing on my bed, ALONE!

OMG. When I woke up, I was totally sobbing. I was in total distress, I thought everything was real. I had a mild heart attack for I was so stressed with the dream. The thought of it alone makes my heartbeats jump out even if I have my clothes on.

There are dreams that you continue yourself, with your mind fully working after you have awaken out of it. And there are some which inexpicably, that you don't want to even remember. That dream, unfortunately was one of those.

I felt so hurt during my dream, I began acting suspicious of bunny. I didn't want to be the first one to text him during that day. I was waiting for his text, the more I waited, the more paranoid I become.

I hope you realize how much I love you, how much power and spell you have got on me. That still, even in my dreams, you have the power to hurt me.