He is my hunny. We've been together for almost a year and a half now. Im thinking of finally settling down with the right guy and I know its him. I have come to my senses and I realized Im just too young for all the responsibilities but sometimes, there are consequences wherein you can't run from the responsibilities that you have been hiding from since you got into the relationship. I chose not to run from THAT responsibility. We both chose not to. And now, we're just two giddy young adults who are both excited and nervous of this surprise! XD
I'm craving for Blueberry Crepe. The one that you buy from Crepe Man. It has been a burden on my budget to buy Crepe everyday and Shark's Fin, but what can I do. I keep on craving for these foods! UGH. I know you will be healthy and beautiful, that is why Im willing to go out of budget for you :)
Ive been having a lot of errors at work. Not today but even the past weeks. My mind is totally and unwholeheartedly absent from it. I am totally not serious about this shiznit. I was like, goofed and I can't back out from it. The silver lining is far from where I have imagined it. I want out. So, London here I come.
Mood: Giddy
Song: Swing, Swing - All American rejects
Something drastic, no. Something tremendously great is going to happen to us. yes, me and bunny. We really don't know if we're prepared for this. No matter what, we'll make it.
Song: Swing, Swing - All American rejects
Something drastic, no. Something tremendously great is going to happen to us. yes, me and bunny. We really don't know if we're prepared for this. No matter what, we'll make it.
Two nights ago, I had a very bad dream. Well, its not a dream. It was a nightmare. The dream was more of an everyday life medley, it involved people from different places who began acting weird and weirder that they all knew each other.
To cut the nightmare short, cause I really don't want to talk about it, my hubby was cheating on me with my co-worker. This co-worker of mine is a very quiet one and very shy as well. In my dream, this co-worker was my housemate and I was so shocked as I entered "OUR" room and saw my hubby on the process of putting on his clothes. He was from her bed and not from my bed! I was crying during my dream, he embraced me from my back and told me he was sorry. But as co-worker entered the room, he eagerly left my side and went on to co-worker's bed and they slept together while I was sobbing on my bed, ALONE!
OMG. When I woke up, I was totally sobbing. I was in total distress, I thought everything was real. I had a mild heart attack for I was so stressed with the dream. The thought of it alone makes my heartbeats jump out even if I have my clothes on.
There are dreams that you continue yourself, with your mind fully working after you have awaken out of it. And there are some which inexpicably, that you don't want to even remember. That dream, unfortunately was one of those.
I felt so hurt during my dream, I began acting suspicious of bunny. I didn't want to be the first one to text him during that day. I was waiting for his text, the more I waited, the more paranoid I become.
I hope you realize how much I love you, how much power and spell you have got on me. That still, even in my dreams, you have the power to hurt me.
To cut the nightmare short, cause I really don't want to talk about it, my hubby was cheating on me with my co-worker. This co-worker of mine is a very quiet one and very shy as well. In my dream, this co-worker was my housemate and I was so shocked as I entered "OUR" room and saw my hubby on the process of putting on his clothes. He was from her bed and not from my bed! I was crying during my dream, he embraced me from my back and told me he was sorry. But as co-worker entered the room, he eagerly left my side and went on to co-worker's bed and they slept together while I was sobbing on my bed, ALONE!
OMG. When I woke up, I was totally sobbing. I was in total distress, I thought everything was real. I had a mild heart attack for I was so stressed with the dream. The thought of it alone makes my heartbeats jump out even if I have my clothes on.
There are dreams that you continue yourself, with your mind fully working after you have awaken out of it. And there are some which inexpicably, that you don't want to even remember. That dream, unfortunately was one of those.
I felt so hurt during my dream, I began acting suspicious of bunny. I didn't want to be the first one to text him during that day. I was waiting for his text, the more I waited, the more paranoid I become.
I hope you realize how much I love you, how much power and spell you have got on me. That still, even in my dreams, you have the power to hurt me.
Or atleast something that feels like it. A text or a call wouldn't be so bad, right? Do you even care that I worry that much? Do you even care that I can feel you're safety that is why I flood your phone? Do you even care in the first place? I am so pissed right now. We both know that if you break my trust, it'll be hard for both of us to bring everything together again.
Last nigh I was trying to utter the perfect words to make it seem like we were perfect, of course, my dad would always want what is best for me. With this, do you think he'll still approve of you?
Don't break my trust, or else.
I haven't been stable for quite a while now. For the past weeks, or month rather, Ive been trying to recall my dreams and I was also trying to make them come to life. With no hope in this dreaded place Im in, literally, I found a link. Teehee. A link that would make me go closer to my Dreamy Orgasmic bliss. I mean, its really a link. My stay here in Manila have been rather boring nor empty. I know I have to go through a certain process for it will lead me to greater glory, or will it really? As of now, I don't really know. Its tepid here. I kept freaming of balmy nights and starry skies, in your eyes and in your arms. Am I too young for this shit? I dont think so, baby. Im not mature enough to know, and Im irrational enough to prepare for it. Come what may, I want you to always be here. YOU are the link, baby.
Ive been a loner and a loser. I am a hypocrite. I try to deviate from my co-workers in this ill-gotten place. I try to veer away for them for they don't have my trust, not yet. Its hard for me to open up to other people.
You know love, all of them would always amount to only you. I need to get out, I need to mature.
I need to grow up. Thank you baby for this :)
Ive been a loner and a loser. I am a hypocrite. I try to deviate from my co-workers in this ill-gotten place. I try to veer away for them for they don't have my trust, not yet. Its hard for me to open up to other people.
You know love, all of them would always amount to only you. I need to get out, I need to mature.
I need to grow up. Thank you baby for this :)
Ochi is a twenty-something Corporate Trainer who loves to cook, take photos and videos of her food, eat and travel. On weekends, she's either drunk or snuggling in bed watching her favorite crime drama. 
