Ochi In The City

Breakfast Clubbers, Bring Your Lovers

2012-02-11T11:26:00.000+08:00

As someone who works in an indefinite shift or most popularly known as the shifting schedule, I seldom don't get to call my meals the way you call yours. My breakfast could be your dinner and my dinner could be your lunch. For me though, no matter what time of the day it is, my first meal is always breakfast, lunch then dinner. Dinner becomes breakfast again though if the sun is already up. Hahaha! You're probably confused but don't be because I won't be talking about my time difference with the rest of the population. Meh.

Anyhoo, what I wanted to share is the not-so-new discovery I had a couple of weeks ago. While I did know that KFC already has its breakfast lineup, what I didn't know is that it's not as pricey as their chicken meals and they're quite okay! One of my all-time favorite from KFC is their fully loaded meal which now has a variation. You can have the double down fully loaded, the regular one and they have another option that I forgot. My current eye candy though is their breakfast fully loaded. Tadaaaaaaaaaaa!

In all its glory!

For a PhP100, you get several pieces of Pork tocino, longganisa, scrambled egg, garlic rice, choco chip pancake and orange juice! I like the longganisa because you don't have to deal with the hassle of removing the sort of plastic covering, it's better compared to other fastfood longganisa's. The Pork tocino is a bit dry, coming from Pampanga and having a taste of the worst and best tocino's, I can say this one is not bad at all. A little more glaze and it could've been better. The least favorite in this set is the scrambled egg, it's too salty! I've had this breakfast several times and it is indeed salty. I don't know if you've had the same experience, but I did, consistently.

The Choco-chip pancake! I thought it was amazing. Of course pancakes like these, you don't compare to Crepes and Creme or Pancake house but with fastfood pancakes as well.

I love the fact that they're very generous with the choco chips scattered throughout the pancake. Some fastfoods would probably put one or two choco chips and that's about it. With KFC's pancake, you can realy savor the chocolate as it is scattered all over the pancake and it's delicious!

Oh, I totally forgot about one of the bonus points, which for me is the Orange juice. I mean, in Mcdo they have breakfast meals which are paired with soda and if you want to have orange juice, you're gonna have to pay for an additional fee. Come on, soda in the morning? I know a lot of people drink soda in the morning but let's face it, eating in a fastfood resto in itself is not healthy, can we at least try to minimize the risk of dying by atleast not drinking something carbonated first thing in the morning?

If I'm not at Mini-Stop eating Uncle John's fried chicken, you can probably look for me at the nearest KFC branch abusing my breakfast fully loaded meal. Or I'm probably at home with a takeout. Hahaha! I know you're probably hungry right now, so If I were you, I'd go to the nearest KFC branch and try their Breakfast Fully Loaded!

Miso In A Cup?

2012-02-06T14:09:00.000+08:00

I usually eat in the office before I go home in my slumber. I'm lazy to the point where If I have to eat at home, I'd buy something that you'll eventually dispense after eating. Anything that requires a plate is out of the question. Yes, that kind of lazy. Most of the time I buy from fast food chains or convenient stores, but then again because I'm too lazy to endure the lines at Fast food chains, more often than not, convenient store it is.

I'm a fan of Mini-Stop and 7-11 for the kind of food that can really be convenient. Imagine boiled egg on top of 7-11's Hotta Rice. They also have a great selection of the classic cup noodles for the lazy and I'm a fan. See what I discovered!

Japanese Style Miso!

So yeah, that was a long intro so I can prepare you guys for the disappointment. I love Miso, so I was expecting a lot from Nissin since their Seafood Cup Noodles is awesome with the small bits of crab sticks and the yellow things that I don't know. Yes there is a tiny, tiny taste of Miso and that's about it. I think the green things are supposed to be Seaweed but they tasted like bland slimy kangkong leaves. Well, for P20 I wouldn't expect a lot but I think the taste is not far from the Seafood flavor, the seafood flavor is just saltier. Put in the crab sticks and the yellow things and this will taste like a Seafood Cup noodles with a lot of water. What a disappointment.

The green leafy things

I guess at P20 I couldn't really expect much. Heh. Plus being the lazy ass that I am, I shouldn't have thought that my lack of energy will get me far. Hahaha! But nevertheless I wanted to share it with you guys in case you want to know what's up with Nissin, if it even matters. Hahaha!

Have a nice week ahead! Cheers!

Hello, February

2012-02-06T09:30:00.000+08:00

A month or so to go, i'll officially celebrate a year of assuming a different role with the company I'm currently with aka I've would have been promoted for a year in a few more days. Wow, that was a long and complicated sentence just like my life. It feels like I've been working for a long time (wow! it's only been 2 yrs) and everything is just not paying up. I won't deny that I've thought of transferring to a different company but wait a minute, venting here doesn't look very professional so let's stop at that.

Let's just talk about February. I remember seeing one of my friends in Facebook post something about people who are single who kept on whining whenever this time of the year comes. There are those who have been single for the most part of their lives too yet doesn't get tired of telling people how miserable their lives are without a special someone in this not-so-special month. I must agree that it's difficult not having a special someone on rough and difficult times, but dwelling on the fact that you haven't found that person yet on a February is just too much.

And of all months, why February? Is it because a most, if not all couples are out on a date? Or is it because we call it the so-called-"love month"? Regardless of the reason, you should not think about being forever alone nor pity yourself this time of the month just because you don't have a date or a someone to kiss and hug. You might say it's easy for me to say all these things because I'm currently in a relationship, but no. Yes it's difficult to be single at times but it's not all that. I've had my fair share of years with single hood and it wasn't that bad. I had awesome friends, we had awesome group dates and intellectual yet fun conversations. It's all about perspective! I won't even go out on the date with the boyf on February 14. I'll probably spend it with some friends at a buffet restaurant pigging out.

If there's anything that I look forward too during this month, it's not February 14. Let me give you a peek of the things I'm looking forward to this month. Try to attend some of these events and you just might do yourself a favor!

1. 6th Aurora Surfing Challenge

This goes on from February 9-12, it's not too late to file for your leaves!

2. The 17th International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta

As always, it will be held in Clark, Pampanga. So close to our home that's why I always look forward to

the event. It has the same date as the Surfing competition though.

3. Chocolates on sale on February 15th!

Hahaha! This is just based on my observations and personal experience, but for the past years, I've

noticed that usually go down after Valentines Day. Leftovers? Store ordered too much? I don't really

know. But try to observe several retail outlets after the big day, most of them will even have packaged

chocolates for a cheaper price and that the best thing I look forward to on a February! Lulz.

See, it's actually a nice month after all. We might not have long weekends but be thankful that we still have weekends to look forward to. So on that day, don't sulk into loneliness. It's just another normal day.

Hello, February! :)

Tell Me About The Ocean

2012-02-01T06:18:00.000+08:00

A couple of months ago, Lovey and I went to Manila Ocean Park. I bought discounted tickets from my company and they were about to expire so we had to use them immediately. Good enough, we were able to find a compatible schedule and we paved our way into Manila Ocean Park.

We went there around 12 noon, right after my shift we had breakfast first and tried to rest for a bit for it's going to be a long day. From Makati we took a bus going to MOA and from MOA we took a cab. Heh. We don't know our way around Manila, you guise. Spent around P190 something on cab fare and we arrived there around 1:30PM.

This is how excited I was upon arrival.

I dont know what these are called but they make up a good design for the park.

I guess bibi was more ecstatic than I am.

Bibi inside the Ocenarium

I suggest you don't go there on a weekend. If by any means you have free time on a weekday, please go there on a weekday. Because it's not just a leisure park, it's obviously an educational park, kids often go here on field trips and whatnots on a weekend so expect the place to be packed with rowdy kids.

Not that I don't like kids, I do like kids when they're all groomed up and behaved. The kids in Ocean Park? Don't ask. Aside from the weird smell that they leave when they stick their faces into the glass, they're so noisy and they keep running around so it just ruins the experience for other people. What's more annoying are the kids' parents. There's a very big sign that if you want to take photos, make sure that the flash of your camera is off because that'll somehow irritate or stress the fishes. The parents/guardians despite being able to read kept on posing with the fishes and their cameras kept on flashing here and there! Bibi and I were irritated and we kept on pointing at the sign but they wouldn't listen.

I guess the best thing to do is not go to the park on weekends, not just to avoid the crowd but also to avoid the irritating Parents/Guardians who can't seem to understand a simple instruction in English
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So, it was pictorial day for me. Meh.

Thank you, tripod!

bibiiiii!

This is a very nice silhouette of my flat chest. Hahaha!

The oh so nice yogurt!

The sunset was very nice. It was the perfect view. Right when you're tired from all the walking you can just stay outside and look at the scenic view. It was such a simple sight but it was very breathtaking as you can see from the photos. It might not justify how the sunset was but I think you get the picture. :)

That's me! I look like a guy. LOL.

In totality, I think Manila Ocean Park is okay. Not that good, not that bad either. If they can just clean the place a little more and make sure that the Dancing Jellyfish (will be discussed in another blog) attraction will be worth the money, it will be better. Plus, I hope they can also get more good-looking people as costumed cartoon characters. I didn't expect Tinkerbell to be so, err, nevermind. The experience was awesome thought for the day was spent with Lovey! No matter how grumpy I was because I lacked sleep, he was just there. Patient enough to buy me FroYo and make me feel like going there is not a bad thing after all.

Have you been to Manila Ocean Park? Share your stories with me! :)

Mang Inasal : Chicken Chicharon

2012-01-29T03:26:00.000+08:00

Being the voracious bitch that I am, you would'veprobably known by now that I love Mang Inasal. Not because the rice isunlimited but because I always feel satisfied when I eat there. I feel like P99for a chicken is so worth it even when they haven’t had the additional thingsin their menu that they have now. And maybe the unlimited rice too, heh.

Oh, I remember there was one instance where I felt cheated. I’veblogged about it before; it’s the Ginataang Kangkong which is such a rip off. Idon’t want to talk about that now because I suddenly craved Spicy Paa and I'm not in the mood for a bitch fit! :/

Anyhoo, we had lunch there the other day. Yes, we did gettraumatized by the kind of Ginataang kangkong that we ate but we still wantedto try some of the new items in their menu and that includes the ChickenChicharon. After having the usual Paa meals that almost always order, I alsohad one order of Chicken Chicharon. I’d say for P39, it was pretty okay but it’snot that good. For P39 you get this plate full of Chicken skin I must say, andnot the real Chicken Chicharon. Chicharon isn’t just made of Chicken skin, y’know.

This is how it's supposed to look like:

This is it in reality

I feel like it doesn't really differ from the photo in the picture except for the vinegar dip, it should look more exciting because the plain vinegar just doesn't work. It needs onions and chili. While eating the dish, I also had to add salt to the chicharon because the taste was too bland. Also, the chili was not originally there. Had to put one to spice up the dip a little bit.

I was actually thinking it's worth it at P39 because the stalls that we see in malls sell chicharon for P50/100g? I'm not sure of the quantity but if I shall compare the quantity of Mang Inasal's Chicharon to theirs, MI will be the winner. I think this dish in itself is a winner, just tweak it a little bit to suite your taste. Compared to the other new dishes that they have, you can already consider this one a winner.

But then again if they are up against competing with Chic Boy, the new set of dishes that they have isn't enough because Chic Boy now has Japanese food in their menu! More on that in a different blog post, for now, enjoy the weekend folks! ;)

Instagram On Blogger, Finally!

2012-01-22T06:34:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys! I'm sort of back. Can't say that I'm back for good, because the start of the year has been pretty busy and I've been pretty lazy! I know I shouldn't for 2011 was a good year for this site. Well I think I lost my mojo because for starters, I lost my camera's memory card! :/ Photos from UPB's 2011 Pasiklaban, Christmas and New Year Photos are all gone. :( So Sad. I don't f*ckin' know where I put it and we've tried to search the whole house and Nada! But then again so many things have happened throughout the start of the year and I would want to share some of my recent discoveries with you sans the glam photos because I haven't had the heart to buy a new memory card for my camera. I'm attached to things, you know.

But anyhoo, let's proceed to the real subject of this blog post. I know most if not all of you know Instagram, it's a fun and easy way of sharing your photos online using your Apple device. You can only upload photos on the device, which is sort of a hassle since they have nice filters, and the web can only be used for viewing those photos. I've been looking for an Instagram widget for my blog but for the past month, widgets for Wordpress are all that I've seen. Trying not to lose hope, I tried to look for one again today and guess what, I did!

So If you're fond of Instagram and would want to have a widget installed in your blog aka have your Instagram gallery on blogger, you just have to follow these easy steps.

First : Just go to this website and put your Instagram username, you can also specify how you'd want your gallery to look like once it's in your blog. Just copy the code and paste it in your notepad.

Second : Now, we install the widget in your blog. Sign in to your blog and go to the layout section. From there, you just have to click 'Add a gadget".

Third : The gadget that you'd have to add is an HTML/Javascript.

Fourth : Once you add an HTML gadget, the window below will pop up. On the specified area, that's whre you have to post the code. For the title, anything goes for your creativity.

Once it's done, just save it and this is how it'll look like:

It's nice and easy, yes? It will also look good on your blog, I suggest you try it. Wow, isn't that my first tutorial? hahaha! I'll try to blog more often, I forgot how therapeutic this can be. Cheers!

Holiday Hoopla

2011-12-24T10:22:00.000+08:00

Hi, Guys! I know this blog has been quiet for weeks now, but well, you know how December is, to most if not all Filipinos a very busy month. It is the moment we've been preparing for 3 months now so come the actual month itself, everyone seems to be busy--just like me! I've been running around trying to finish my work so I can take my leaves. Also, going here and there to complete this years Christmas Shopping list.

I have tons of photo's to upload, some dating back to November and I haven't started processing them. Add the number of blog entries that I still have to write considering the number of things that happened to me through the course of November and December, Ay Caramba! I don't know where to start.

But I guess I can start with giving everyone a straight from the heart greeting for this lovely season, then I can immediately go back to my domestic chores. Hahahaha! Merry Christmas everyone, snapped this for everyone to see. I'm spending my holidays in Pampanga as always, with the family.

So there, I wish everyone is having a festive and Merry Christmas! I'll probably resume regular programming next year, or next week? I dunno. We'll see, for know let's enjoy the holidays! Enjoy the food, enjoy the food and worry about the calories later. It's the season to let your guard down!

PS
I'm still accepting gifts for the Holiday! Haha I don't have a wish list but I expect people close to me to know what to give me this season. I don't want to go around posting my Wish list, but who knows, I might have one very soon! Haha

Home Sweet Yogurt

2011-12-11T21:44:00.001+08:00

A couple of weeks ago, the boyfran and I finally had the time to visit Manila Ocean Park. I bought our tickets last June for P500 when they had a caravan in the office. They had a package of some, not all, of the things they had to offer. Once you get there, you'll see a lot of sights you'd want to go to but of course you have to take them one at a time.

Unfortunately for me though, the boyfran and I went there after my shift so I was pretty tired. I little walk here and I'll ask him if there's somewhere we can sit and probably sip something or smoke. The fortunate thing was while having one of those tired moments, we ended up at O My Yogurt!

Our first cup!

At O My Yogurt, you can create your own Yogurt which is sort of an advantage and a disadvantage. Advantage because you get to play with that things that makes the frozen yogurt come of it, some sort of machinery. Also, looking at the toppings and getting to pick which one you like, putting them on your own cup and voila! I don't know if it's just me but I find satisfaction in creating or preparing my own food. There we also tons of Yogurt flavors to choose from but since we weren't sure if it'll taste good, we settled for the safe on which is original flavor aka Tart.

Disadvantage, or probably just my stupidity, I put in the heavy fruits on our cup. We had Lychee, Strawberry and Grapes. And since they charge customers by the gram, the cup of yogurt that we got wasn't that filling considering the amount of fruit toppings I put in it. I was scared to pay for a cup of Yogurt for, say, P500. If I remember it correctly, they charge P100-120 per 20grams. I'm not sure though, don't quote me on this so just google the price.

O My Yogurt didn't disappoint us in anyway. The boyfran and I consumed our first cup in a minute, seriously. Because of the diet, both of us had second thoughts of getting our second cup but we just can't resist it. We had our second, our third, and err, our fourth cup.

I don't know if we were tired or O My Yogurt was really that great and satisfying but I'm sure our palate's won't lie. I suggest you head on to the nearest O My Yogurt at your place and try their froyo!

O My Yogurt can be found at SM City Calamba, SM City Dasma, SM City Sta. Rosa and they also have a branch at Manila Ocean Park. Contact them at +63 (2) 828-1147 to 49.

Coffin Break

2011-11-28T08:40:00.001+08:00

I know Halloween is so over but I can't pass the opportunity to tell you how awesome my Halloween was. No parties, no beer just the boyf and my family. Lazying around, sleeping all day can be relaxing, too! Bibi and I went straight home after work, shopped with my sisters and had dinner with some relatives. Bunny has always been shy so I had to do several instances of meals for dinner and lunch so he'll start to be be more comfortable around them--and it was a success!

We had 3 days off from work and all we did was cook, watch movies, sleep and go out. No alcohol involved but it was still fun! Also, bonded with my sisters with endless games of Pinoy Henyo. I just have to make a photodump, it was such a nice holiday for me.

I'm so glad my Lola's new home looks a lot better, we had it renovated because we didn't have the funds before but I'm really glad we took the time to save up for it and now it looks nice.

Tell me about your halloween! Haven't had the time to back read on all Halloween posts, been very busy lately. Happy Monday!

Mang Inasal, I'm Disappointed.

2011-11-27T19:06:00.001+08:00

Mang Inasal has been one my the boyf and I's favorite restos. Not just because of the unlimited rice but because of the huge chunk of chicken that you can get for P99. Plus I love the free soup that they serve before you get the chicken, or while eating your chicken, or after eating your chicken. It depends on the number of people eating if they'll notice that you actually have or don't (for that matter) the soup you've been craving for.

A couple of weeks ago, Bunny and I decided to have dinner at Mang Inasal which is located at the back of PBCom Tower. It was closed a bit early and we asked why because we usually eat there around 9PM, the manager told us they're preparing for the 11.11.11 thingy that they're launching. Fine.

I was thinking they might've thought of adding more chicken or adding more soup and yes, adding more food to the menu. I kept on comparing Chic-Boy's line up and boy Mang Inasal is way behind. They have Sinigang na Salmon, Liempo of all sorts and what have you. Mang Inasal on the other hand is limited to the Chicken line up and the Sinigang (and other dishes such as Sisig), both actually taste good. but, if you're looking for diversity when it comes to the menu, your choices are pretty limited with Mang Inasal, including their selection of desserts.

So, 11.11.11 came, my first disappointment was:

Ginataang Kangkong for P25

This is such a ripoff! I surely don't remember looking at the photo seeing strands, oops, A STRAND of Kangkong scattered all over the plate, sprinkled with Gata. I even thought this was probably an appetizer, but no, it's the real deal! And it didn't even taste good. How dare you, Mang Inasal. Chowking's Kangkong with Bagoong is better.

No matter how I look at it, it doesn't make a difference.

What a scam.

Ensaladang Talong for P39

I've loved Ensalada all my life. You can cook it, personalize it the way you want as long as you make sure that the Bagoong is cooked properly. I was so excited to taste this and I had to spit it out because the Bagoong wasn't cooked quite enough so it tasted weird and it was malansa. Eeew.

The only thing I liked in their new menu (that I've tasted so far), is the Turon Split because it's made of Taro! I love Taro to bits, I remember getting heartbroken when Mcdo completely removed Taro Pie from their menu, it was delish and cheap. I think we need more Taro-ish things in this country!

So, there. It was indeed disappointing that they're not able to deliver what they've been babbling about for the past weeks, 11.11.11 and their commercials that say, "The more, the manny-er". It doesn't make sense to have a tagline like that yet serve something like the aforementioned. I don't care if it's cheap, or a bit pricier than the usual as long as you get your money's worth. Step up, Inasal

Intellicare, Do They Really Care?

2011-11-14T07:32:00.001+08:00

Case # 1

A couple of weeks ago, I was complaining from severe abdominal pain and I couldn't brush it off anymore because it was more painful than the usual. We went to Aventus(Intellicare) beside SM North so I can have my check up. The guard asked me a lot of questions, I had to explain to him everything as if he was the doctor in exchange of a number. After a couple of minutes, my number was called and I was asked to go the the information/reception area. When I went there, the Nurse asked me the same questions the guard asked me so I had to relay the whole story again, after that I was asked to sit down. After some time, they call my name and asked for my health card, I gave it to them, they swiped it and asked me to sign something. I ask the nurse what it is, she said it's for the consultation fee. Well for me, before asking anyone to sign anything, I think it's proper to explain what that document is. Plus having me sign that document when I haven't been checked by the doctor yet? Oh, please. As far as I know, and as far as I have experienced, they usually ask you to pay for something after the checkup has been done.

But anyhoo, after signing the said document, I was asked to wait again. After finishing a game of Angry Birds, they called my name again and this time to check my BP. I was asked again to wait for my name to be called. After taking a short nap, I was called to go to the Doctor's clinic. While I was explaining what happened to my Doctor, she kept on interrupting me saying that my story is full of contradictions and that it doesn't make any sense. I told her that the pain starts from the upper right abdomen and eventually finds its way to the lower right abdomen. It's very easy to understand, had she not interrupted me, she could've understood.

I informed the doctor that I was uncomfortable with the door open since she required me to raise my shirt and pinch the part of my body that ached and she said, "Okay lang yan, mga nurse naman ang mga yan e.". What the actual fuck??? Regardless if those people are medically trained, I wouldn't want to expose my body for everyone to see. Moving on, the Mean Doctor told me to have my Urinalysis so we can check if it's UTI.

So, I go to the crappy bathroom where they don't have any tissue nor liquid soap. Good thing I had my own tissue, sanitizer and alcohol. Went ahead into the lab so they can scrutinize my pee and I was told I had to wait for one hour for the result. Are you kidding me? One freakin' hour???? There were only 5 people around that time and it will take them 1 hour? Okay fine, can't do anything anyway.

After an hour and a half, I can't take it anymore because it's been too long and I have errands to do. I went to the lab and ask for the result, the MedTech told me that she already released it, I asked why didn't she call me, she said the nurse's were supposed to do that. I went to the Nurse's station and ask if my results were there and they were! They were just to busy chitchatting that they forgot to call my name.

So, I got the result, went back to the Doctor and I was told that I didn't have UTI but there were traces of blood in my urine. I was told that my follow-up care should be with an OB Gyne. They had no OB Gyne for the day so I had no option but to go home. So, I left not knowing why my lower abdomen was so painful.

8 hrs after my checkup, I was rushed to the ER. The pain was not intolerable, they had to hydrate me using a dextrose and inject my pain relievers. The people in Makati Med were very nice, probably because of the pricey service. But I couldn't care less, as long as they take care of me as a patient, I'm willing to pay. I was also told that my follow-up care would be an OB Gyne.

Case # 2

Since I was so pleased with how Makati Med handled the situation when I was at the ER, i wanted to go there for my follow-up care as well. Went to Aventus in Makati (which is Intellicare's office) so I can coordinate with them. For a question, you have to get a number. The guard interviewed me the same way the first guard did, I did a repeat performance with the person at the reception/information area. I was asked to proceed to a certain room so that my question can get answered. I was told that if I plan to do my follow-up care at Makati Med, I'd have to pay for it and they'd reimburse it, not even the full amount but 80% from them and 20% from PhilHealth. What a hassle, for a checkup? No, thanks.

I decided to make do with what I have and told the person at the reception area that I'm just going to have my checkup with their resident OB, I was told that I have to get another number, so I waited patiently until my number was called and I was asked to fill out this and that sheet, had to wait again until the doctor called my name. The OB was nice, she made me feel very comfortable and even joked about a lot of things. I won't tell what the diagnosis yet is, but I was asked t have a different kind of ultrasound so we can be sure. I went to the nurse's station and was told that it has to be scheduled and earliest that they can do is Tuesday. I asked if I can have it in a different clinic and was told that I can.

I went to the information room to ask if I'll be needing anything else aside from my card and they told me that was all I need. They even gave me several addresses of different clinics. Went to the nearest clinic and I was told I'd have to pay for it unless I have an authorization letter from Intellicare. FUQDISHIT. Seriously? I asked them several times if my card is all I need to have the procedure done at another clinic and those dumbos told me it's everything! What the hell, Intellicare? Get your shit up! I was so tired and my lower abdomen's pain was really getting very painful so I decided to just come back some other day and just rest at home. I called them to have my checkup and the procedure scheduled so I won't have to waste a lot of time with them.

Guise, a health card is very important in a working individual's life, but please don't make it difficult for us. Also, update your website or your handbook because the steps and procedures you have there are outdated and they contradict what the people in your office say. People who are sick don't have the time and energy to go back and forth from one clinic to another just because you failed to provide them one pertinent information that they'll need to get their procedures done. Please, get your shit up.

I don't think Intellicare is an intelligent choice, do you?

You Make Me Want To Wear Dresses, Wide Wide Open Spaces

2011-11-07T15:54:00.001+08:00

So, I co-trainer was selling some of her stuff last week because she is getting married and she's getting rid of the stuff she won't be using. Some of them were really awesome clothes that doesn't fit her anymore because she lost weight. Well as they say, one person's lost is another person's gain and that's me!

She brought a pile of clothes in the office and all of us started to rummage through the pile of wonders! Some of the clothes were too small but some of the dresses were really awesome. She started selling the dresses for P100, I haggled to P80 then down to P75. I bought 4 dresses and one sheer cover-up. I think all of them are worth it, but wachathink?

I bought this dress because of the Peter Pan collar, it's so cute! I'm thinking of pairing it with stockings and black ballet flats plus a cute scarf to pimp it a little bit because the block color is making it all boring.

This awesome floral dress is so lovely I'd want to wear it in the office but it's too short I might get flagged by the security guard. I'd preferably wear this on summer or any surprisingly hot day here in the Philippines, which is starting to be everyday yet it never fails to surprise me.

I don't really know why I bought this dress. yes it does look cute but it's too big. I have to have it repaied, even have the sleeves taken off because the material is just too hot. Not applicable for Manila weather, if I were in Baguio this would be perfect! Without the belt it looks like a night gown from the 70s, but I still like it. I'm reserving it for Baguio on December!

Sorry for the flower, no pun intended.

I'm sorry about the flower, had to put it there because I was wearing ugly undies, plus I'm fat.This cover-up I bought for P25 because we were supposed to go to the beach. Pedring came and everything was cancelled. I'm positive that I will be using this on summer!

The most gorgeous dress I bought!

I think this was the most amazing dress I was able to buy that night. It's so flexible, I can wear it in the office, on parties and certain events! For corporate wear, I just have to put a blazer on and black or nude pumps and I'm all set. For parties, I'm thinking of stockings and stilletos or booties. Plus I can also wear it with or without the belt. Awesoooooome! And that's for P75. My only worry though about this dress is, my tummy might bulge if I eat too much because it fits pretty snugly on my body. But what the hell, that's what scarfs are for!

And there you go, my recent purchases as of now. Haven't really splurged on anything aside from food, travelling and accommodations with the boyfriend. I need to restock my closet soon because I'm getting fatter most of my clothes don't fit. can't go on a diet because of this condition I have. We'll see, I'm hoping things will get better!

PS
If you have any other mix and match ideas with the
set of clothes that I've posted, hit me with a comm-
ent! Let's see if that'll will work with my body type!

Finally Made It Through The Lonely

2011-11-07T08:18:00.000+08:00

Have you ever had that feeling where you just want to quit work and sleep all day beside the person you love? Well, I'm saying this not in a romantic sense but in the perspective of a 20-something professional who just got tired of what's she's doing and what she's about to do next, so the next best option is to cuddle and sleep with that person who's always been there for her. Her you say? Yes, because that person is me.

Phew. I typed that sentence spontaneously, not thinking if I'll be having typos or what have you. I feel tired. More like, sick and tired of everything especially work. It's not that the location (as of now) is too far, it's not the people I work with, it's not the money, it's not the food in the pantry, I just got tired.

I overthink all the time and I won't even bother to deny that. When I see photos of previous friends and classmates from college, and they're currently pursuing another degree or probably taking up medicine or law without having to work at the same time, I feel jealous. Was I less of a student, better yet a person while we were in college? Why is he/she more glorified than I am was when he was a slut and she drank beer all night. I know I shouldn't be feeling that way, but I guess I keep on thinking that life's unfair. That while other people are struggling with work and life, others keep on complaining how the atmosphere in Starbucks is not conducive for learning.

This post is very inconsistent.

I feel bad, so bad. Like the kind of bad that's so irritating you would want to drown me in hell or high water because I'll keep on talking until my gentle heart stops from beating so loud. Why do I feel like I'm so useless as a person. I may be a working professional, but that post took a lot from me. i'm not even enjoying what I do. I'm satisfied yes, but not happy. It pays my food, it gives me fare, it takes me places but it doesn't make me happy. Do I need a change of career? Lovey has been telling me I do. I'm just too scared to leave this industry because I've been so familiar with how it works and I've been so used to the fast-paced industry. I love how I get to take my break anytime I want, how long I want it to be so long as I finish my work at the end of the week. I'm scared that I won't have those privileges once I leave. I'm scared that I won't be called "Boss" anymore once I leave. I'm scared that leaving this industry will lead me into the realization that the things I learned here are not enough to make me a "Boss" in a different industry. I'm scared.

But I guess if I keep on getting scared I won't be a journalist in the crowded but beautiful New York City someday. I won't be able to rent my own apartment and spend New Year with lovey at Times Square. I guess I have to overcome this fear. It will take time. I hope what i'm putting into writing isn't going to be stuck here. i'm hoping really hard I can take this into practice.

If it doesn't make you happy, think everything through, there's probably something wrong.

I may have cleared that part but all the other aspects of my life i still feel dazed, rattled and confused. More like "magulo" just like how my hair is on this photo.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

2011-10-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

I know this may be late and a little bit uncalled for at the same time, but for the sake of attachment's sake, I'd gladly do it. I remember going to the office one night, upon checking my mail, MSN gave me a very shocking news, Steve Jobs died of Pancreatic Cancer. While I'm not really the type of person to go with the hype is someone popular dies, like Gadhafi, Steve Jobs is a different thing.

I had my very first apple device in November 2008, it was an Apple iPhone. I was so proud of it, it seemed awesome to the nth level and I took care of it to the best of my ability. I went to school with my phone and there were only a few people using the same phone, you can even count them with your fingers. I was so happy to have received a gift as such from the parentals. Being the naive college girl that I was though, I sold it in March 2009 so I can fund my own birthday party. I sold it for a cheap price for I was in a rush to get some hard, cold, cash. I spent that birthday in a beach, drinking with my friends.

My current Apple devices. (iPhone, iPod touch, iPod shuffle)

That birthday was awesome, I was kind of thinking, would my life have changed drastically if I haven't sold it? I don't think so.

My ipod shuffle

The 2nd Apple device that I acquired was an iPod shuffle, it was in Orange. Not exactly my favorite color but a gift from the boyfran so I loved it nevertheless. I use it when I jog, I use it when I do yoga, I used it when I try to do Zumba or practice hiphop abs at home. It contains memorable songs from college, and others that are simply mundane. I have Muse, Dishwalla, Pearl Jam and Hanson. LOL.

Beloved iPod Touch

My 3rd Apple device was a pre-loved iPod Touch. I've been wanting to get one since I've been using a regular phone, I thought why not buy an iPod Touch since I'm after the games and the mobile internet anyway? I saw a friend from Tumblr selling his iPod and I immediately made a deal with him. It was already jailbroken, contained a lot of apps and was plain awesome! I was in love with this patootie for quite some time. I have Bijan to thank for that!

Latest acquisition, an iPhone.

Now, my latest baby hasn't been the iPod touch, it has been my iPhone! Yes, I bought one earlier this yea because someone stole my phone. Since I can afford to buy one without giving my parents a headache, I did! I bought it with my own money, out of my sweat and blood. So I'll be damned if ever I'll lose this one. It contains all of my favorite apps, not just games but it also tracks my period and notifies me if it's late or something, not that I need to worry, you know. Lulz. It also tracks my expenses and serves as a personal trainer when I'm doing yoga or Zumba. I can do this all day, brag about my phone and how useful it is in my everyday life but that's probably going to be another blog post.

An iPod, a phone, an internet mobile communicator... these are NOT three separate devices! And we are calling it iPhone! Today Apple is going to reinvent the phone. And here it is.

-Steve Jobs

After reading the article that Steve Jobs had passed away, I started thinking how short life could be. It doesn't matter if you're rich or poor, knowing that Steve Jobs underwent several surgeries and all sorts of medications, doesn't actually guarantee you a fun and healthy retired life when you get old. I guess I ought to stop smoking, even before the consequences start to haunt me.

A lot of realization brought by the death of an iconic man, made me think if there's ever going to be an iPhone 5. The release of the 4s got me thinking that they might not have the kind of brilliance that Steve had that's why they keep on stalling but further research led me to the fact that they're waiting for a chip that will not compromise the design of the phone. That chip will make the iPhone 5 the most awesome phone on 4g with the most advanced LTE technology coupled with the phone. Can't wait. But, with Jobs gone, is it going to really be the same iPhone? I'm having doubts about that, but then again that my personal opinion rooting from my personal attachment.

I remember my 30-day challenge, one of the questions I had to answer was, If you could exchange place with one person for a day, who would it be and why? My answer? Steve Jobs. Too bad that can't ever happen anymore, well, as if I had a chance in the first place. But, he can still be my inspiration. This work-related crisis that I currently have, this will pass, I just have to remember Steve when he invented the first Apple computer, no one believed in him. I have to do the same then. Just believe in what I can do, and everything else will follow.

Rest in peace, Steve. You were and will be a great man to be remembered.

Be a yardstick of quality. Some people aren't used to an environment where excellence is expected.

-Steve Jobs

Live It One More Time

2011-10-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

Whenever I get moved to support one account, I always get the chance to be there the same time they'll be celebrating their anniversaries. This happened around a month ago, I'm posting it just now because I sort of miss the people that I worked with. I'm supporting a different account now, but I still manage to find myself thinking about the what if's. I know this is bull, since we trainers always get moved, there's no place for attachment or whatnots but I can't do that, I just can't. Plus, the people from Amazon were really nice.

So, a month ago, Amazon celebrated it's first year anniversary at Flight Bar. We were approached by one of the managers and were asked if we can host the program. I've hosted some events before but not in a formal manner. The environment was just relaxed and all, so I was a bit scared upon accepting the invitation. But I thought, this is a party, so why not have fun, eh?

PS
Pardon my pimples. I would want to be able to look at my blog and see how I looked like.

Bibi accompanied me through the night

A gum. How appropriate.

I wuv yew, Bibi!

I look cross-eyed here.

My co-hosts/trainers.

Blowjob

Okay, let me tell you a story about this drink. I've loved Blowjob (the alcoholic drink) ever since I first had it, no pun intended. Before hosting, I wanted to be a little tipsy so the boyfran and I ordered Tequila and Blowjob. I was a bit shocked when they were serving it because they were putting one stack of glass over another. It was so high I got scared to drink it, what if my face get's burned? The usual Blowjob that I get is in a small shot glass with a tiny fire, but this one's shockingly awesome! People were cheering for me to just drink it and get it over with so I did and it was fun and it sizzles! hahaha!

Bibi!

Also at Flight Bar, they have this tradition of making someone drink in a sexual kind of way (or at least that's how I saw it) when the Captain blows the whistle. They're all dressed like Captains and Stewardess and once they come over to your location, you can't just decline the drink. It's vodka anyway.

I had fun! After a long time, I finally got drunk. I invited Lovey on purpose so he can actually take me home. *wink*

Got The Color Of Evil And Blood

2011-10-27T15:12:00.000+08:00

I'm not fond of lipsticks. I bought my first lipstick a year ago and it was from Bench. I loved the color, it was dark and smelled a bit of chocolate and champagne. I rarely use it, though. I'd rather stick to my Nivea lip balm, it gives my lips the some sort of color anyway. Some of my friends keep telling me that I should start wearing one, at the same time put some tint aka make-up on my face. It was kind of awkward at first, but you know, I'm getting there. Hahaha But, it's still awkward.

Earlier this year, I won a package from Ms. Jenni Epperson, it included eyeshadow, lipstick and all sorts of fun colors you can put in your face. I'm not that adventurous when it comes to make-up so I just got one lipstick that I think I'll prolly use in the future and gave the rest of the stuff to my mom.

One day before going to sleep, I saw the lipstick and thought that I haven't used it yet. I forgot that I have it that's why I didn't use it during the Amazon Partey. I tried to see if the color will actually look OK on me. Well, you be the judge!

I think it looked pretty good, but then again as I was saying, i'm not adventurous enough to wear this in the office. When I go clubbing, prolly. For now, I'm still working on it. BTW, sorry for my bra popping out of my clothes just like that. Meh.

What's your favorite lipstick color? Can you suggest anything that could work best with my skin color?

Sugar, Spice And A Hint Of Sour

2011-10-25T11:32:00.000+08:00

When I'm in the office doing paper work, I usually crave for food because typing stuff into my monitor bores me and I have to have another task to juggle. And almost, always that's eating junk food. I don't like it knowing that sitting for almost 8hrs a day fattens me up like a pig that's about to be butchered. So, eating junk on the side will just make it worse.

I'm not sure if you can call this junk, but I love having this treat on my side whenever I'm in front of the computer and I'm doing no-brainers. Ladies and gentlemen, Moniegold!

I call thee, the Moniegold appreciation post.

Something else is already inside.

I use it as a container.

Everytime I finish one, I make sure I reuse it because it's very compact. As of now, I'm using the ones I have as a container for loose coins, pins and whatnots, candies and whatever small item that can fit in the container.

I swear I'm addicted to this tamarind candy. It's so tiny but it has so much flavor in it. The right kind of sweetness, spice and just a tad of sour taste in it.The texture is also not sticky, unlike other Tamarind candies. It's not comfortable to treat them as finger foods because sometimes the sugar sticks into your fingers or the smell and some of the consistency of the candy itself, which is kinda icky.

If you haven't tried this yet, you're missing half of your life!! I kid, of course not. but I prefer that you do, then tell me what you think!

Do you also have a treat that you can't stop eating at times?

One More Saturday Night

2011-10-24T10:01:00.000+08:00

The past few weekends have been spent solely for the boyfriend and the boyfriend only. Our bonding would most like take 2-3 days, that's right after my shift ends (Saturday AM) and before my shift starts (Monday PM). We usually just watch TV and dick around with each other. Almost always, we dine outside because none of us want to take the initiative to cook anyway.

I think this was 2 weekends ago, we were at Trinoma trying to look for the perfect leather shoes and slacks for Bibi's new work, I had the P99 Pizza Hut infatuation back then so I imposed we eat at Pizza Hut.

Green Salad with croutons

Some soup, I forgot the name.

Their P99 meals are great! I hope Shakeys would have the same idea. The serving it's not really humongous but it's enough to keep you full. You can also also mix and match the things that you like, all for P99. Awesome right? Oh, and the best part is, it doesn't have service charge unlike other items in their menu.

I've also been craving for Japanese food lately. But of course, since we're saving up, we don't have the luxury to eat at expensive Japanese restaurants so we always settle for Tokyo Tokyo whenever I have that craving. I love their California Maki to pieces!!

California Maki

Beef Misono

Blueberry Yogurt

We also decided to try Red Mango's Blueberry Yogurt. We're very fond of Red Mango because they've given us an awesome line-up of flavored yogurts plus the toppings which are priced just right. We decided to try it without any topping so we can gauge what kind of topping will work with it.

4 of AI's contestants

While we were eating, people also started screaming so we checked what the cause of the commotion would be? Turns out 4 of the American Idol Finalists were there to promoted their concert.

Also, since I got my camera a remote, we can take more photos together! I just have to remind myself to bring a more appropriate lens next time. The 50mm just won't do it. Or maybe I need a new camera? We'll see when I get my 13th month pay. Haha! For now, I'll spam you with our photos!

How I wish every weekend can be like this. I hate reality, but I still thank God for weekends! :)

Chef Laudico's Breakfast

2011-10-23T00:01:00.001+08:00

Last week, Bibi and I decided to explore the Ayala Triangle since I'm temporarily assigned in Makati, so why not make the most out of it? We were supposed to go the safe way and head to Bonchon but it was still closed at around 8AM. As we were looking for other places to eat, we chanced upon Chef Laudico's Breakfast, and since it was breakfast time, we decided to try it.

The food was pricey.

The price of the food is a bit expensive, I'm kind of thinking the place was actually targeting executives considering the price and the taste of the food. I had Buttermilk Chicken, Bibi ordered Angus Tapa and we both agreed that we'll also get Champorado because the photo looked so tempting. The food didn't take that long, the waiter already set our expectations that it might take 10-15mins. And true enough, it was indeed served to us within the time frame.

Belgian Champorado

So, this is actually how their Champorado is served. We forgot that it's Belgian Champorado that we ordered so it's not the usual malagkit, this one is served with rice krispies and some sort of Belgian chocolate. You just have to mix the rice krispies in the chocolate and...

...tadah! This is the finished product! The consistency feels the same as when you're eating the traditional Champorado, but it really differs with the taste. The chocolate was very good, though! It was rich and creamy yet not too thick so I loved it.

Buttermilk Chicken

I ordered this specific item in the menu because anything with milk seems to be appetizing for me, and the menu stated that it's 1/4 chicken. That's a quarter, right? I didn't see that.

My 1/4 chicken. Uhm?

I asked the waiter if this chicken is indeed 1/4 of a whole chicken and he said yes, he also told me that it looked like a small serving because they had to cut it into small pieces and I'm like, WTF? Seriously? I wasn't satisfied with this dish, not just with the quantity but with the quality as well considering the price I had to pay. I kept on talking the whole time we were eating so I can prevent myself from eating too much of this crap. It also had an Adobo sauce which I think didn't suit the chicken. But then again, that's just me.

Angust Tapa

Bibi ordered Angus Tapa, and though it didn't taste exceptionally well I kept on getting some from Bibi's plate because the taste is more tolerable than my Buttermilk chicken. At first I thought it tasted like Beef Misono

Ochi Stays In Makati

2011-10-11T11:13:00.000+08:00

Last week, Makati was so-so. You're probably still wondering (or not) why I still fret about Makati when I've been going there for 3 wks already. Well, the mere fact that I can't get a lot of sleep and I have to pay thrice the fare compared to when I was still in UPA pisses the shit out of me. But let me try to give way to good vibes and tell you a 'few' of the things that makes my stay in Makati worthwhile.

For one, Bibi can visit me almost everyday because his Uncle is currently confined in Makati Med, so whenever he's not doing anything, he drops off during my break so we can eat or have coffee together. Another thing is that I get to meet more people and bosses thus expanding my network. Third would probably be the people that I'm currently spending my time with, they're new friends and I'm sure once we go back to UPA, we can still bond the same way. They also share with me a lot of the best practices they've had.

Personally, let's see.

I wore this awesome Polo I bought from Baguio, it's for P80 but the material is so good I think it's totally worth it. I also love how it looks when you fold the sleeve, the fit as well is pretty awesome. I've been wondering why I wore this just now.

Turtlenecks

You're probably thinking we're in the Philippines and we don't need Turtlenecks while working. Well I do because I'm in the night shift and it has become significantly cooler than the usual because of the ber months. The only challenge is commuting after shift, especially when Mr Sun decides to play a game on you.

I've been seeing the boyfriend more often! His uncle got confined at Makati Med, as I mentioned before, and he'd usually come and visit me when his Uncle is fast asleep. Sometimes we'd have coffee or late dinner at Mcdo. Schweeeet! The photos were taken last Saturday when we had bfast at Shakeys.

The first time I wore these flats. They're so comfy and they feel so thin at the same time that's why I'm worried. What if it rains? We'll see!

Some snaps from Shakeys

I tried Shakeys' Chicken, Hero Sandwich and Salad for P131.00. Felt like it was too pricey so I suggested they have P99 meals just like what Pizza Hut does.

Bibi's bunch of lunch

And that's the squeeze for the week. I think this coming week is gonna be a bit boring but we'll see. Wish me luck!

Being Older Doesn't Necessarily Mean You're Wiser

2011-10-10T10:05:00.002+08:00

Have you ever had that instance where a family member whose usually older than you are asks you a favor? Of course older people have a certain way of viewing things and they'll think that that favor can be done, easy as 1-2-3 but in reality it will take you some time and effort to do that favor. After a couple of hours, they ask you if you're done and you say you're not then they come getting mad at everyone except you. It's like a sign that you should be finished by that time or else, other people will be damned.

I'm not sure if you have experience this but I always do, whether it be a favor from my parents(most especially) and older relatives. They ask me to go to this place and do this for them, do this letter, do the essay of my cousins, do the assignments of my other cousins and the list goes on and on and fucking on.

Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't want to help but please give me ample time and if you don't like anything about what I'm doing say it straight to my face and don't put your anger out to people that doesn't even concern the situation.

So I just woke up and this person, I won't say who so as not to disrespect them, woke me up asking me if I'm done with the letter she wanted me to finish. She gave me the task last night and tired as I was I slept without doing it for that person didn't tell me there was a due. That person gets mad because I'm not yet done with the favor she asked and I asked for a couple of minutes but she didn't seem notice my humble plea. Okay fine, I know what that means. I have to do it ASAP or you're going to rant and rumble like someone 20 yrs younger than your age. So here I am, just had breakfast and taking snaps of myself. I just finished the letter and I'm so damn pissed.

I'm all oily and still in my PJs so I had this effect. hehe

Good vibes! This will not ruin my week, I promise. Here's to another week in Makati, i hope I get to save this time.

Have a lovely week, y'all!

Just A Distant Hum

2011-10-05T15:49:00.000+08:00

I've spent 2 entire weeks of my life living on buses. I say so because again, I've been moved from one site to anooooooother. I know for a fact that being a trainer requires you to be assigned to different places, but to defend myself, I've only been with my current account for 2 mos and they're moving me again. How can I establish myself then? *sigh*

I can't do anything about it so I'd have to deal with a one hour travel time from T. Morato (where I live) to Makati. Also, I find the cost of working in Makati more pricey than when I was in UPA. Well for a fact, the fare would be one of the culprits, the food as well and everything! I hate Makati. Can you give me at least 3 reasons why I shouldn't loathe the place?

Playing with Camera Tan in the office.

I didn't go to work on Monday and Tuesday because of the storm, it's business as usual in the far, far away land of Makati but I had to skip work because of the extreme winds and rain.

Weather was fairly okay the day after

more snaps of my face

7-11's froyo

I tried 7-11's Froyo, for P35 it was okay. Not that tangy nor creamy but for P35 I wouldn't complain. It still has that sour taste that you get in a regular yogurt but overall I think it lacks flavour.

Quiel this time

As I was leaving for Manila, I thought we're gonna have a better weekend but then Quiel came along. It was a pretty wet weekend for me. I hope the succeeding weeks get better for I will have a trip to Bolinao next week! But for now back to Makati until someone volunteers to move in here, I'm stuck. Oh darn.

And, that's a wrap! See you around!

The Awesome Software That Is Recuva

2011-10-03T14:04:00.001+08:00

Last night while trying to transfer some of my dloaded TV series and movies to my D: drive, I accidentally deleted them! I thought the current window I was in was the place where the files were from so I deleted them to avoid duplicates. I did the manual cut then paste, how stupid can I get! Argh. I was still calm in the beginning thinking they can be in the recycle bin anyway, upon looking, they weren't there! I tried refreshing and refreshing the folder but to no avail, the files weren't there.

I tried looking for help in FB, Twitter, Tumblr and Plurk and some friends suggested this and that software. Carl, a schoolmate from College, suggested I use Data Rescue 3 which has a free trial so I won't have to pay for anything. I dloaded the software but it wouldn't open! Something was corrupted and I guess if it's for free you can't really complain. I tried to dload it again and use it but it takes too long to retrieve the files. Then there's Google, looked for other softwares that can help me and I found Pareto Logic Data recovery and it said free trial so I tried it, turns out the only things that you get for free is the scanning. It scans your lost files but ince you try to retrieve them, it'll ask for you credit card and you know what happens next.

Then there's Recuva.

It might look crappy and all because of the logo and I'm telling you it's not! I was able to see all the files that were deleted in, what, 10secs?

My moviessssss!

After the scanning is done, you just have to select which of the files need to be retrieved. Since I dload from torrent, the folders of the movie usually come with the cover and the sample but I didn't bother trying to look for all of those. As long as my movies and series' are intact, I'm good.

After a good 10-15 minutes, my files were retrieved! You just have to select a specific folder where you want your files to be stored.

I promise I'll be more careful next time. If not for this software, several movies that I want to watch could've just vanished. It's not like the end of the world, but of course, it's still something for me.

Have you had any clumsy/stupid like this? I hope not! Happy Monday!

Lazy Daisy : Priest

2011-10-03T02:09:00.001+08:00

I've been wanting to watch this movie for the longest time out of curiosity. But due to my laziness, I kept on procrastinating until it was no longer shown on cinemas. I had to make do with dload which is also a bit better because I can take screenshots.

In a nutshell, the film was set in an alternate world rules by Catholic priests. Not far from reality if you'd ask me. This alternate world had vampires and 'Priests" taking war into a whole 'nutha level. The 'Priests' were our main warriors against vampires, they didn't have to conduct mass nor confessions but had special skills instead. They also had crosses in their foreheads, not sure if it's tattooed or what because when they get sweaty it kinda fades.

The church all of a sudden commands the people, or let's say, tell's them instead that they need to stick together in this heavily-gated place and they will all be safe. Also, priests were told that the was is over so they were asked to give a vow never to fight vampires again unless totally necessary.

I loved the animation part in the beginning.

I call him the Chief Priest. He doesn't fight, he just commands.

Predictable conflict, one of the the Priests (Paul Bettany) had to break the vow because of family issues. I won't discuss this any further for it will reveal everything about the film. Hahaha!

One of my favorite scenes. He breaks his rosary because he's breaking his vow.

The Chief Priest gets mad and thinks that his credibility is being challenged.

To make the long,crappy story short, they find out that war is not yet over after discovering where vampires are actually hiding. This was made possible thanks to the leader of the church. The story goes on with more gore and awesome sauce fight scenes that I think can't be done by the priests that we have today.

So, a movies is not complete without forbidden love, eh?

A fight scene with a previous Priest-turned-vampire

The walk of fame

So, yeah. There were a lot of nice and cool ninja moves in the movie, but the vampires looked awkwardly scary. They also use these prototype-looking motorcycles which looked like a worn out version of Batman's motorcycle. But hey, maybe it was designed that way so that it can be anti-vampires? Okay, I'm not judging anymore since I contradict myself.

It was also good that I didn't catch the film in the movie house for it's not worth it. The story is interesting, yes, but I'm not sure it will justify the P160.00 that you'll pay for an hour an a half for the movie.

I'm also thinking there's gonna be a prequel because there was some unfinished business at the end of the last fight scene. You would probably be wondering how I managed to finish the movie when I kept on complaining how it was, well for one, Paul Bettany equals nice abs. I don't like his face and how his facial structure is, but God those guns!

That's it! If you want a copy of the movie, you can always visit our friendly, neighborhood uTorrent.

Pedring Raises Hell In The Philippines

2011-09-28T12:04:00.002+08:00

I'm not exactly sure when Typhoon Pedring hit the Philippines nor if Pedring is the same as Tropical Storm(?) Deja Vu, but whatever the origin of this typhoon is, it's definitely not welcome here in the Philippines.

It started raining in Pampanga around Sunday Afternoon but I didn't mind it, 'cause it's the rainy season and it always rains in the Phils during these months. Monday morning my tummy was feeling very painful I think because of the gall stones, they were prolly partying so I told my Boss I won't be coming in to work. Tuesday I was feeling okay so I packed my things but the rain started to pour really hard. My sister was also still in bed which means that classes were suspended. I asked my Mom for news regarding Makati because that's where I'll be reporting, but no news but the way to Makati seems impassable so I didn't go to work. Tuesday afternoon was a pain because of the extreme winds. We had to close the store because things were flying around.

I was so scared to go outside and take my camera, it might get damaged. So I took my phone instead and snapped a photo just so I can show people how severe the wind was. Good thing we had power, it was fluctuating but was steady throughout the night. We were worried about my sisters who were in Baguio for according to PAGASA the eye of the storm is in there.

As I write this, the storm is still frightening outside but I have to go to work. Adult responsibilities, you know. It's business as usual in most parts of the Philippines. I hate to leave my family for it will only leave me worried while at work since I'm 2 hrs away from them, but then again that's just 3 days I have to endure.

God bless the Philippines.

How are you guys with Pedring on board? Stay safe!

Lazy Daisy : Sucker Punch

2011-09-27T15:06:00.000+08:00

I'm a fan of graphic novels but I didn't know Sucker Punch was one. I didn't get to read the novel before watching the movie, so my expectations weren't that high. I actually liked the movie. Before watching it though, I read quite a lot of negative reviews from hardcore fans that it doesn't justify the novel. SO, don't quote me on this since I wasn't able to read it. This is a pure observation of the movie with no relation to the novel. Is that even possible? Probably. Hihi

In a nutshell, Baby Doll's mom dies and their sick dad thought, why not molest them, they're not my kids anyway. Baby Doll tried to save her sister from damnation and ended up accidentally killing her. Forgot to mention Stepdad did that to get all the money, you know how it goes.

Authorities think Baby Doll is crazy and her stepdad paid people so that she can be locked up in a mental institution where all sorts of crazy happens. At the mental institution, they're made to dance in front of filthy, rich, sick people. Baby Doll devices a way to get out, and in the process encounter layers of hyper-reality.

Baby V!

Will she escape with the other girls using her wits and charm? See for yourself.

I did appreciate the movie, i felt like it was a cross between Scott Pilgrim and Sin City. Well, for the treatment at least. Fans would disagree, though. I'm having second thoughts on reading the novel because I was pretty satisfied with how the movie ended. I'd prolly give it a 3.5 out of 5.

Po-po-po-poker Face

2011-09-26T10:43:00.000+08:00

Taking care of my face is something I never got used to. Yes I do the occasional cleansing whenever I take a bath, but moisturizer was a total stranger. I started taking care of my face when I became a part of the working class. I started to notice lines and craters, as I call them. I recently read from a friend with flawless skin that she's switching from baby powder to pressed powder. Being the inggitera that I was, I eventually tried the product that she mentioned in her blog, and that is Maybelline's smooth all-in-one face powder.

Okay, so I cheated a bit. hahaha! I have lipgloss on the 2nd photo. Lulz.

After using Maybelline' smooth all-in-one face powder, people started noticing my face in 2 different perspectives. Thefirst one would probably say that the lines and pimples on my face aren't as obvious,while the latter would state that my face looks too fair/pale. I think overallas a product, Maybelline was a good choice. It doesn’t come out cakey and it’salso very fragrant. The disadvantages though were purely external. First off, Ithink I started with a color that’s way too light. I don’t really know how tochoose a color that will match my skin so I just went with the one that matchedmy hand’s color. Which I think is a wrong gauge of the color of powder that you’regoing to put in your face. Yes, I saw a tester but I didn’t want to use it. It lookedstinky and filthy. Next time I think I’ll try a different color and see if thatworks for me.

I'm also looking for something that can probably hide my eye bags. Working in a call center with a shifting schedule makes my eyes look tired like hell. Halp!

For the meantime, I’m trying to be cautious when Idab on some face powder so that I won’t look soaked in it. In Filipinowe actually have a term for that, we call it mukhang espasol. Say for example you see someone with overflowing facepowder that it doens’t even match the color of her neck, we usually say, “Yungbabae mukhang espasol.” Espasol is a native delicacy from Laguna. Okay, so I'm thinking of situations where I was undoubtedly mean with connection to the context but let's not go into that.

And because I'm vain like that, and I haven't taken photos of my face for quite a while. Here's a self-portrait spam!

I ~~like~~ love to pout.

I'll just leave this here so I can always look back at my 22yo self and see how stressed I was ~~because I didn't like what I was doing.~~ If you have anything that you can suggest that'll help my eye bags, please do so! Drop me a comment or an email, I'd appreciate it!

Have a lovely week, looking forward to Friday!

Lazy Daisy : Grown Ups

2011-09-25T17:28:00.000+08:00

I decided to have a sub-category for the films I'm going to kind of review here but since all of them are just like summaries or in a nutshell sort of storytelling, I decided to name it Lazy Daisy! Hahahaha! It doesn't make sense but I like it 'cause it rhymes. Plus I don't want to put in a serious title like movie review because if it's in my blog, expect me to put in something personal to that post. And that's not how a movie review should be like. I think Lazy Daisy will work fine.

I have yet to put in here some of the good movies that I've watched but I guess we'll start with Grown Ups. I thought of watching this movie because I'm having some sort of Quarter-life crisis as of the moment and I don't really know if it makes sense. It has something to do with my job, really. I don't know if this is the industry that I have to be in. I don't want to waste my time investing knowledge and resources on something that won't actually make me happy. What makes me stay in this job though are the friends that keeps my stay worthwhile. I guess I have to think about that pretty seriously, for now let's go back to Grown Ups.

So, 5 guys who used to be Basketball team mates/BFFs during their Elementary years have a reunion after their basketball coach, who taught them everything they need in life or so I thought, passed away. Of course you have to expect the various differences that they've become. One becomes so popular in Hollywood and gets married to a hot woman, another has a fetish for old, weird women, a third who looks like he has a normal family, a fourth who also looks like he has a normal family but not to mix them up, they made him black, and lastly we have the guy who's still single.

So this is Rob Schneider's daughter

So, in a nutshell, they see each other and catch up on everyone's life. They simply realize how much they've been missing on life because of technology, work and lots of other stuff that we think makes our world go round. They spend some days in the cottage and make a lot of realizations and funny moments before returning to their respective homes.

Overall for me, it was a good movie. In a comical way it tells you that life is not defined by the material things that we're currently surrounded right now. You don't need a fancy reunion or a person close to you pass away before you realize all these things. Look for something that makes you happy and interact with people as much as you can, you never know when they'll be gone.

For someone who values materials things as my breathes, I can't believe this came from me. But i really liked it, I watched it with Bibi and he kept saying that it might've been purposely made for me. I'd just shrug that off but I guess a lot of people will find this valuable.

Up next, I think I have Machete.

The Burger Project

2011-09-25T09:43:00.000+08:00

I remember being so bored in the morning shift that I randomly asked people if they want to have dinner or drink with me or something that would make the loneliness of my nights go away! One of the things that I did when I was in the morning shift was eat out at night. I'm usually done at work by 5 or 6PM and I don't have anything to do at home so either I end up rendering OTY or going out with friends. The former happens most of the time.

Last week though, Paul and I had something planned for one of the evenings and since he was craving for Burgers, we went to The Burger Project with Len. I didn't have time to take photos of the tiny, adorable place because I was busy smoking.

Sorry for the blurry photos, I had a 50mm with me.

This is the burger I ordered. Once you get in they're going to give you a clipboard with a tiny piece of paper where you can check all the things you want to include in your burger. I was checking multiple toppings and patties all at once so when I had my burger totaled I had like around P370, I had to uncheck the unnecessary toppings. Hahaha! Because this is actually more than enough, if I had what I primarily checked, that would probably look like a Sky Burger.

Paul's scattered burger. haha!

My burger was supposed to contain a 100% Angus beef but it tasted quite flat, honestly. I wasn't that tasty, I'm not really sure if Angus beef is supposed to taste like that but if it does then I don't like it. The only ingredient that saved this burger was the onion rings and the BBQ sauce.

Paul savoring his burger.

I brought a gorillapod for this shot. meh.

After dinner, we also had tea at Moonleaf but only as a breather. We didn't take stay there for long, we headed home afterwards. It was a fun night! I enjoyed catching up and hearing stories about school mates and delusional people. Kidding. Haha!

Have you done anything exciting this week? Hope you have a happy weekend!

The Asian Guy Bids Goodbye

2011-09-24T15:29:00.000+08:00

I hate goodbyes. I don't like goodbyes even for a short while. I like seeing the people I love around me, or often with me. That's how selfish or lovable I am. Depends on how you see it. Given that, one of the few people I enjoy being with at work just resigned. It hasn't really sinked in that I won't be seeing this person on a daily basis nor go down and smoke with him during breaks, but one thing's for sure, I feel sad. I know it'll get worse as the days go by, but then again attachment is one of the things I'm really good at, moving forward/on is not. But then again, let's see how it goes. We'll still be seeing each other, not that often though. I'm going to miss you, Small Asian Guy. :)

Nomnom Pizza!

The triplets!

We decided to have his Despedida at Shakeys in T. Morato because I live nearby. It's easier to go home with a full stomach. Hehehe We also had matching tumblers as going away presents!

Foodang!

The food was delish but we spent most of our time taking photos with each other and just taking about nonsensical things. Something that we do everyday.

Can't get enough of the Asian guy!

One last photo, for the road :)

I'll miss you, CG! Don't forget to visit, oh and our monthly rice allowance! Haha Ciao for now my friend!

Driving My Life Away

2011-09-11T12:35:00.000+08:00

How have you been guys doing? I had a hectic week because I'm back to the AM shift and this is gonna take me a month ( no night diff.)! But I guess it has it's perks as well 'cause I can go on dates and night-outs every single day! Yay!

So, updates! I left my SLR in Pampanga so I had to endure the 2MP resolution of my phone cam which is the only one I pretty much have right now. My Sony W-200 was borrowed by my sister for Bio stuff and documentations. Moving forward, let's get it on!

1. The Evolution of my Bruise

I don't really know why my bruise got this far. i just bumped my knee into the door while I was running away from the dog. Next thing I know, it's getting bigger and darker and more scary! Hep! Any tips on how I can make this fugly bruise go away? I can't wear skirts as of the moment. :(

2. Being healthy and Living healthy

I started to forget about going in a diet a couple of months ago. I don''t think it's worth it anyway. So I started eating the way I used to. 2 cups of rice for breakfast, the same for lunch and sometimes 2 cups for dinner as well if I'm really hungry. I think it has the same effect anyway. Hehe I'll just go back to jogging.

3. Growing Up

I've graduated from Baby powder, finally! Well, I decided to do so upon reading Len's blog. I read about Maybelline's clear, smooth, all in one shine free foundation and decided to try it. I read from the label it's specifically made for SE Asian type of skin so I thought this should work with my oily face. I started using it and it indeed made a difference. I don't know if it's the brand or the foundation in general but I like how my face looks with it. Also, I switched from using Nivea's Cherry gloss to Nivea's Fruity Shine in Pomegranate. It smells and almost feels like delish as well! But of course I dare not eat it. Haha!

4. Dinner Dates with Lovey

Yes, because I'm currently in the AM shift, I get to have lots of dinner dates with Bibi!

) Banoffee Pie from banapple for our 45th Monthsary <3
) Bunny eating Bonchon Chikan!
) Pic from Banapple <3
) We ordered 3 sets of meal from Bonchon.
) <3
) Baked fish from Banapple
) Smoked Hickory BBQ
) Banoffee pie <3

Since he works at Makati and I'm currently in Commonwealth, we had to meet halfway and that halfway means SM Megamall. Yeah, I know it seems unfair but I always arrive before he does, he blames the traffic. So during our monthsary, he picked me up to make up for it. How sweet. <3

5. Weekend date with Polly

Since 2 of my siblings are in Baguio, Polly and I usually spend our weekends together at home. This weekend I decided to bond with her and go shopping.

While waiting on the line so I can withdraw moolah. We need to be fueled!
Shopping haven---at least for us! Spent almost 2k at this store buying cute stuff. Hehe
/ 3.1 Late lunch gone so fast!
/ 4.1 My cameras new friends, a remote and a gorillapod!
/ 5.1 Sissy has her eyes on this fancy Halloween costume which actually matches her top.
/ 6.1 I was supposed to bring this dining table home but my Mom wanted to see it first just to make sure I don't spent money on something that's not worth it.
Dessert at White Hat.
I had a haircut which doesn't really make a difference.

There you go! It was a pretty hectic but awesome week for me. being busy means being more productive or at least having something to do with your time.

How was your weekend? Hope you had a lovely one. Happy Sunday!

Duh-Rama

2011-09-04T17:06:00.001+08:00

Dying. BRB.

iPhone Photo Dump : Updates on my not-so-boring life!

2011-08-31T13:39:00.002+08:00

I was on a very long and lazy weekend. I had a blog post composed, but I was too lazy to even click on publish post. All I did was cook, eat and sleep. Oh, plus cuddle and watch movies with the boyf. I wish for all long weekends to be like that. We didn't bother going to Baguio because of the rain, thanks Mina!

I won't regret spending the weekend at home, cuddling and schmooching with the boyf though. Priceless. Here's what I've been up to!

1. Tiny Tower

My Bitizens are tacky.

Yes, joining the bandwagon of pocket gamers, yours truly. I'm not THAT addicted to it, yet. But I'm assuming I will be in a couple of hours or so.

2. My new phone

I also bought a new and cheap non-cam phone because camera phones are not allowed in the office. it's cute and it's utilized the way it should be, for P999, I can say it's okay. Oh, btw, it also has MP3, radio and an expandable memory card for up to 2GB. How awesome is that for P999? Hahaha Awesome!

3. A new watch!

This is my grown up/office watch. I've graduated from G-shock, I suppose.

4. Rings!

So, I've been to Divisoria and spent half of my paycheck purchasing unnecessary items like this set of rings. But they were just too adorbs to ignore!

5. A pair of floral sneakers

They awesome and irresistible. Also, I think they're Hipster looking.

6. Cut-offs

7. Studs

I bought this shiz for P100, I have yet to see it it flatters in any way, any part of my bodeh.

8. Happy Bed

This is my bed in Manila. It's empty and as you can see, it's a single bed (obviously). I spend lonely nights or days for that matter, because we don't get to cuddle during weekdays, only weekends. I guess it's not a happy bed after all.

The Corpse Bride Gets Owned

2011-08-31T11:37:00.001+08:00

I liked this part of the movie so I'm keeping it as a cover. Heh.

So, I just watched The Corpse Bride almost a week ago. This is Tim Burton's brain child so I was expecting something not so creepy but of course unusual. I first had a glimpse of this movie on ETC but I was too sleepy to wait for it to finish because there were one too many commercials. I dloaded it the same night and watched it a week after.

It was good. Not really brilliant, but I can say it was worth my bandwidth. Well, anything from Tim Burton usually surprised me and this didn't have that effect. It was good, okay, but that was it. I'm not really sure what the target market of this movie was, if it was for Kids then I'd say it was more than good.

Let's proceed. Skinny guy is about to get married to pretty girl but they haven't met each other. Both we're, of course, scared having to marry someone they haven't seen yet. The Skinny guy's family goes into the pretty girl's house to practice for their wedding and they fell in love in the spark of a, uhm, second.

Wedding rehearsal comes in, Skinny Guy realizes that he's head over heels Pretty Girl but then again is too clumsy and ends up messing the rehearsal. Weird Priest decide to give him sometime and tells him to keep his shit together because they won't get wed til then.

Skinny Guy decides to go into the forest to keep his shit together and unknowingly recites his vow into a corpse bride. Corpse bride thought that Skinny Guy was serious and ends up falling head over heels Skinny Guy, stalks him everywhere and brings him into the city of the dead.

And you probably know what happened next. I'm assuming half of the population watched this before I did and I just want to imply that this was a nice movie on a rainy day while eating Chippy and Coke Float on the side.

Toodalou!

Raging Hormones

2011-08-28T11:30:00.000+08:00

I feel inexplicably bitchy today. I won't go into details of what I was able to do because of the hormones, but I'm blaming them. I don't want to blame myself for being rude at this point in time because for a fact, I know the hormones are to blames.

I have to stop going around in circles. Truth is, I just want to rant. But I can't at the same time because the matter's a bit sensitive and I might end up ruining something.

I guess I'll just shut up, as always. I need a another blog. Guess I'm moving.

Like Lazenby

2011-08-22T15:38:00.000+08:00

I miss how the weekends can just be easy like college weekends. Yes we did have exams, thesis and shit but unlike work, you can always skip it and reap the consequences. Weekends for me lately have been grueling, sleepless nights thinking how much work is waiting for me come Monday. I think I should learn how to separate work from my personal life, because I'm getting too indulged in it to the point where all I talk and rant about is work.

Now, stop. Breathe.

I wasn't suppose to talk about that. Let's try to take a detour. My previous weekend was pure fun. Kidnapped bunny after I had drinks with friends. We watched Role Models, Underworld : Evolution, The Corpse Bride and Grown Ups.

Each movie earned a respective blog post, but I'll do that next weekend since I have loads to finish and I have a deadline, this doesn't. Like my previous blogsposts thought, I'd die for more weekends like this with the boyf. <3 I was trying to post a .gif of the boyf and I together but I don't know how to do that in a blog post.

I'll work on that, for now, Ciao!

Easy Like Sunday Morning

2011-08-22T14:49:00.000+08:00

My weekend was a bit lazy, aside from the fact that I didn't have anything planned because I was supposed to host a party which got cancelled 2 days before the event, I honestly had no weekend plans laid out. I had to do an impromptu, so Saturday we suddenly decided to visit a long-we-thought-she-was-lost friend. We had drinks over at her place, then I kidnapped Bunny!

Went home to Pampanga on a cold and rainy Saturday night, I was so drunk and wasted when I woke up I was almost home. I was exhausted and I wanted to retreat in my bed but mom asked us to wash the dishes because the house help was on her rest day. Bah, hambug! Asked bibi to do it for me, though. Hihi!

I tried to make it up in the morning by cooking brekky for him. He was supposed to work while I distract him, 'cause I dind't bring work stuff with me at home. But then again he decided to just spend time cuddling with me, how schweet. <3 And, we watched a couple of movies while munching on chips and puffing smokes in between.

It was a good weekend, I hope we can have more of those after i move in to a different house in the metro. I have having to live on buses, spending most of my time travelling than actually living life.

Yuck, yet again I feel inspired but I strongly feel that this post exudes my gayness. Lulz.My period must be on its way. Haha!

Here's an unnecessary photo of myself, heh! Enjoy the week!

I look preggers here. But I promise you I'm not. Lulz. Haha!

Bowling for Soup

2011-08-21T15:00:00.001+08:00

Well, not really. Upon being promoted, I thought I was going to hate GA for that would mean we may have to weigh what you were able to do for the company. At least that's what I thought. But then again my department has ways of making us fell grace under pressure, and that is in the form of fun GAs! Yay to that.

co-trainers

We played Darts, bowling and billiards with our bosses. How fun is that? Plus, we had pizza and iced tea while playing. Aaaaah, the good life!

The VA Team

After playing at Paeng's Bowling Alley, we headed to Pho Hoa and Jack's Loft for dinner. Well they were practically beside each other so we ordered from both restos.

Margarita

Meggielous and her fishbowl iced tea

My food

And it was good like that. I'm hoping for the 3rd quarterly GA to be as much fun as the former. Have you had fun at work lately? Tell me about it!

Happy Sunday!

Day 16 : A picture of someone who inspires you

2011-08-16T15:57:00.000+08:00

For the most part of my life, my Mom and Dad were always there whether it be a success or failure on my part. They're opposites, though. While my Mom would gladly say whatever she has to just to make us behave, my Dad has his ways of making us do so. Regardless of the conflicting parenting method that they had, I believe they're the foundation of who I am today. If I turned out as someone rude, well that's because of external factors.

They inspire me to work hard and set my goals and priorities. God, this post is so boring and gay. But nevertheless, I love you Mom and Dad :)

PS
Wearing matching Hanes shirts doesn't actually make you look cute. Nah, kidding. Hehehe

Day 15 : A picture of something you want to do before you die

2011-08-14T15:57:00.000+08:00

I would want to travel the whole world before I die. Well, I can miss some countries here and there but as much as possible, I'd really appreciate it if I can make this happen, or somebody will make this happen for me. If that's too much then, at least help me? Teehee. Lulz.

One Last Call For Alcohol

2011-08-14T12:21:00.000+08:00

I was pretty ecstatic some weeks ago for we were informed that we're moving into a bigger and better office come July which would be Hanston Square in Ortigas! Of course I was all prepped up, I constantly texted people who worked around the area that I may be seeing them more often once we move.

A week before June ended, a striking news blew me up. I was to be transferred to UP-A Technohub again. Well, I know for a fact that a part of our job description requires us to get moved from one site to another, and I should have been aware of that, but then again I got too attached.

Knowing that the decision is final, I tried to accept everything with an open mind, and yeah, hopefully good things will happen! :)

What better way to say goodbye!

Dynamite!

Ayel was trying to make sense of the sauce.

Free bunch of lunch from Boss Amit!

Nomnom!

I miss them already!

Meggielou!

On my last day, I went out with some friends to drink and celebrate at least the fact that I was able to contribute something before I go. Indeed, every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end.

DiskAid is Awesome, but--

2011-08-14T10:00:00.000+08:00

Can I just say I know that I'm not the only person who feels like a total idiot when it comes to Apple products. I know when you get used to it, it's pretty much easy to navigate, sync your files and purchase apps from the app store. But my dilemma is having to transfer apps and whatnots without the help of iTunes.

You might be wondering why. Well, the thing is, I bought my phone pre-loved from the innernetz. It came with a lot of useful apps and games, so upon acquiring it, never did I think of wiping the things in it including the apps. The problem occurred to me when I wanted to dload some free apps from the app store. I went in and the previous owner was the one who's still logged in. Thinking that I can just get away with it by changing the info from the app store to my own account, yes it did allow me to do so but it will not take effect until you sync it with an itunes where the same account is logged in. Okay fine, did that and turns out if I sync it, everything will be lost because according to the all knowing app store, my phone can only be synced to one iTunes at a time. FUQDATSHIT!

Imagine my dismay when I read that small popup. I had to look for was, ninja ways to be specific on how I can transfer files to my phone. It's either I totally erase everything and start with a new phone all over, or go ninja with the help of Cydia, Installous and the awesome Diskaid.

Well Cydia and Installous are pretty self-explanatory, you can dload paid apps from them. But diskaid is what I needed to transfer stuff that I have dloaded from the app store to installous so I can just install them upon transfer. Another way of doing that is thorugh SSH, which is a more complicated procedure so I decided to stick with diskaid because I'm lazy like that and all you need to do is drag and drop things.

It's this easy to transfer a .ipa file.

Diskaid is very user-friendly and efficient as well, the downside though is that I'm only using a trial version and I'd have to pay for it in the future if I want to continue using the software. Another thing is that sometimes when I install the apps I dloaded from the app store, they close abruptly and the app will start working after a month or so upon installation.

So I'm wondering, is anybody here having the same problem? Or please give me any advise if I should just wipe everything out and start over with my phone. :(

Day 14 : A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

2011-07-31T13:48:00.000+08:00

I didn't realize this meme could be filled with the boyf's photos. It's like a gallery of how we met, why I love him and whatnot. Wth? Hahaha And I thought it was a narcissistic meme. But going back to the question, yes, he is the person I cannot live without. Aside from the mushy things that he did, that I was able to mention before, he also managed to help me grow emotionally. I'd rather not talk about it but I hope the photo will tell you a lot. I have yet to save cheesy lines and mushy phrases because he's birthday is just around the corner. Gotta be ready for that. <3

Day 13 : A picture of your favorite band or artist

2011-07-30T11:34:00.001+08:00

The Beatles.

Not because everybody loves them, and they've eventually become generic like that but because they're timeless. Compare any of their song to Rihanna's S&M and you'll prolly know which one will stand the test of time and picky listeners. Aside from that, I like Paul McCartney.

Day 12 : A picture of something you love

2011-07-29T11:23:00.000+08:00

Food, specifically seafood! Nomnom. I don't care if it gives me tons of calories so long as it's not summer. Well, I can make exceptions for summer too if there's beer and extra rice. Yum!

Day 11 : A picture of something you hate

2011-07-28T11:11:00.000+08:00

CATS! I know you're thinking what kind of creature am I for not wanting these adorable kitties. I'm not a fan and stop it because no matter what I will never love cats.

When I was a little kid, I was okay with Cats when this incident happened. I woke up one early morning, our cat was pregnant then, and I was looking for food. Suddenly she ran after me. For no strange reason she won't stop. I wounded myself trying to run as fast as I could, I saw my yaya and climbed up to her. The cat was still furious, I was so scared I was crying non-stop. Until now I have that scar from the wound, whenever I see it I remember how much I hate cats. Pfft!

Day 10 : A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with

2011-07-27T11:03:00.000+08:00

I wanted to create something like ANTM's effect when someone gets evicted. You know the picture disappears and the ones remaining are of course, still in the photo. CG will be leaving us soon. The triplets will never be complete without that small Asian guy.

Can we still make fucked up thins work even if it's just Dan and me? I hope so. We'll miss you!

Day 9 : A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

2011-07-26T10:47:00.001+08:00

He was there when I was scared to tell my Mom that I won't be graduating on time. He comforted me when I didn't have a job and I felt like I'm never gonna have one. He made me strong when I felt like work was getting the most of me. He gave me time when I was undecided. He was there mostly during the dark times of my life, regardless if I asked for his presence or not.

Day 8 : A picture that makes you laugh

2011-07-25T10:46:00.000+08:00

This photo, currently, because CG looks gay. 'Nuff said.

Day 7 : A picture of your most treasured item

2011-07-24T11:56:00.001+08:00

One of my most treasured items held by one of the people I treasure the most. Aside from the fact that I treasure it because it's a bit pricey, I can't simply live without my camera. The things that I can't clearly see because of my partially blind eyes are captured perfectly by my camera. It may be too saturated at times, or a bit blurry but it still helps me retain all of the good and bad memories.

Day 6 : A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day

2011-07-23T11:28:00.001+08:00

Steve Jobs, for the glory and the money. Not for the social life, though. I assume he has a social life but not as fun as the one I have. I can only imagine champagne and endless chitchats with execs. Blah. It's just gonna be for a day anyway.

Day 5 : A picture of your favorite memory

2011-07-22T10:16:00.001+08:00

One of the fondest memories I have in life is college. Sub-categorized that to drinking, branch out to these guys. I had a part of my college life dedicated to drinking every night or every other night or whenever we feel like celebrating anything. I have Batchy to thank for that part of my college life. Haha! But then again I have a lot of favorite memories. This is just the one I wanted to revisit at this moment.

Day 4 : A picture of your favorite night

2011-07-21T08:54:00.000+08:00

I don't care if I'm not actually in the photo, but this was taken during one of the greatest night in my life--evaaaar. I'm thinking you already know where this is. This was taken at the city I first fell in love with. This night was awesome because of the boyfran. <3

Day 3 : A picture of the cast from your favorite show

2011-07-20T08:29:00.002+08:00

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As of the moment, Lie to Me and Criminal Minds occupies my attention span. Yes I know Fox dropped Lite to me last May which is the biggest mistake they did but the hell I care. I haven't watched everything so I can still keep myself busy with replays until Fox decides to bring it back.

Criminal Minds on the on the other hand is sick, in a good and bad way. Sometimes I wonder how they end up thinking of mixing up a psychopath and a sociopath, or how their season finale should overpower everything and be the most gruesome episode during that season.

Day 2 : A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

2011-07-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

L-R ( My mom, Polly, Moi, ney and Dad) 2nd sister was in Diliman when this was taken. Hahaha

My family. My mom, dad and sisters are the people I've been bugging since forever. I tell them everything that happens to me on a daily basis. Needless to say, I have also been living with them so that leaves me no choice when it comes to the "longest" part of the question. No, kidding. My family is always there for me and I will always do the same.

Day 1 : A picture of yourself with 10 facts

2011-07-18T03:13:00.000+08:00

I'm not naked in this photo. I'm wearing a tube top.
I just turned 22.
I love everything gummy--gummy worms, gummy bears, gummy snakes etc.
I've been in a relationship for 3 yrs and 7 mos, my longest so far.
I have 5 piercings.
I feel awkward having a higher position than people older than me.
I have 3 siblings, all girls.
I think porn should not be taboo.
I wanted to be a model, but judging from my height, you know what happened next.
I'm a bitch, the crazy one.

30-day Photo Challenge

2011-07-18T01:13:00.001+08:00

A picture of yourself with 10 facts
A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
A picture of the cast from your favorite show
A picture of your favorite night
A picture of your favorite memory
A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
A picture of your most treasured item
A picture that makes you laugh
A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with
A picture of something you hate
A picture of something you love
A picture of your favorite band or artist
A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
A picture of something you want to do before you die
A picture of someone who inspires you
A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
A picture of your biggest insecurity
A picture and a letter
A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
A picture of something you wish you could forget
A picture of something you wish you were better at
A picture of your favorite book
A picture of something you wish you could change
A picture of your favorite day
A picture of something that means a lot to you
A picture of yourself and a family member
A picture of something you're afraid of
A picture that can always make you smile
A picture of someone you miss

Okay, let's all hope I'll be able to finish this. Most of the time when I do meme's or projects, i seldom finish. But 30 is a fairly small number. I'll try. Haha!

Blue For A Boy, Pink For A Girl

2011-07-17T09:09:00.000+08:00

I lost my mobile phone again. Well that was almost 3 weeks ago. This has been happening consistently for the past years since I moved to Manila. At one point or another, most probably a month before or after my birth month, I lose my phone. Well not necessarily lose it out of nowhere, it gets stolen.

So this year, when I though I'm done with that curse, I lost my phone while I was in the bus. I had all my birthday messages saved in there. The boyf's messages are also in there. My bosses' numbers are in there. Good thing I lost in on the way home to Pampanga, so my Mom allowed me to borrow her extra phone.

But anyway, that was me being stupid again knowing that the bus is not the safest place you can sleep and still expect your things to be intact right after. Oh well, another lesson learned. Fun fact btw, I've been in Baguio for 4.5 yrs and nothing like this happened to me. I had several phones including an iPhone, but even if I get drunk, when I wake up my things are always there. Amazing, huh?:)

So, being the impulsive biatch that I am, I decided I need a new AND expensive phone. I thought, why not buy myself a new phone plus a post birthday gift to myself so it justifies the purchase. Silly me got taken aback by too much adrenaline that I was buying the phone before I realized I should have kept my savings.

But the deal has been done and a purchase is a purchase. I'm trying to convince myself that my phone is enough and I should not be buying this adorable Flip Mino HD with the elephant design. I want it, not need it, because I'm preparing something for the boyf's birthday. But since I'm on a budget, I think I'll stick with my old Sony to complete this project.

Done ranting. Lemme show you my new baby and help me think of a name for this cutesy patootsie!

My new baby!

It's so pretty!

Gift to self

The speck case makes it pretty heavy

I have ton's of other things that I want to buy right now, but my priority is the MinoHD. Hope I get a bonus or something. Haha!

Have you been lusting for any electronic gadget recently?

All That Meat And No Potatoes

2011-07-11T15:46:00.001+08:00

I've started to morph into a fast-food monster. It's not enough that I live away from my parents, because of my laziness I've been eating ugh food for almost months now. I don't think I have the right to ask myself why I'm growing this big when I can't even finish a meal if it doesn't have rice, or maybe I can but with Uncle John's chicken.

Let me show you the food I'm eating and then brag about it some more even If I know it's no good. In return you can tell me how many years I've still got. K?

Early morning pizza from yellow cab

Most of my photos have certain effects from this app called lomolomo because I've been using my phone to snap photos. I'll tell you more about my phone in another blog entry.

Hamonado from 7-11

I got this for only P29.00!

Dole banana for dessert

Another reason why I'd jump into fast-food anytime of the day is because it's cheap. Well some, like 7-11. Meals are usually priced at P29.00 and above depends on what kind of meal would fill you up. I haven't tried their chicken, though. I also get my daily dose of fruits from convenience stores, which I know is not good because they have all these chemicals but I'm left with no choice since work eats up most of my time. The dole banana is pretty expensive though, at P12.00 each.

Some kind of noodle and orange chicken from North Park

Shakeys Bunch of Lunch

Dynamite cheese sticks

mang Inasal forevaar

I love rice to the nth level. If there's one staple food that can be on my plate for the rest of my life, it'll be rice. Rice with patis, rice with soy sauce, rice with tomatoes, rice with knorr seasoning etcetera. I was actually planning to buy myself a treadmill because going to the gym is expensive as heck but the treadmill is as well. So nevermind, I'll just eat rice.

Brekky # 1 : Lots of rice, egg and tomatoes

Brekky # 2 : Korean beef stew from 7-11 @ P39.00

Peanut Butter upside down cake from my Boss

Uncle Johns!!!

Chickans!

Dunkin Donut!

Sprinkles

Brekky # 3 : Adobo Flakes from Sinangag Station

Brekky # 4 : Tocilog from Sinangag Station

So, because I got transferred to UP-A again, I've been having a lot of breakfasts recently. Well, that's because I have more friends in UP-A than in Shaw, or should I say Hanston because they already moved. But what the hell, with the amount of thinking and brain storming that I do everyday, I can burn all the calories I've accumulated so far. Crossing my fingers. Hahaha!

Do you have any favorite fast-food stop?

I Wish That Every Kiss Was Neverending

2011-07-04T14:28:00.000+08:00

Since the boyfriend moved here in the Metro, it's not that difficult for us to see each other often. Unlike when we had a long-distance relationship, monthsaries and anniversaries are mostly spent over the phone or skype exchanging I love you's and tiny tears falling from our faces because of the lack of interpersonal communication.

Cheesy much, I know. But since he moved here, I learned to appreciate how couples who are within each others radar can be such a comfort. Quite honestly, long-distance relationships are hard to maintain. But anyway I'm so over that stage so let me just tell you how we spend time with each other during weekdays. We've had random dates and late celebrations about these events since we don't normally count unless I get mad or crazy about it one way or another. Some photos! I wish I had a gorillapod, working with a 50mm lens is difficult. It really is a poor man's lens.

favorite snack whenever I rant

Sorry everything is up close

Boyfie and Me!

I know it's rhetorical to ask if a long-distance relationship is hard. So I'm just gonna ask, if you're in a long-distance relationship right now, how are you guys surviving?

It's A Cruel Summer

2011-07-04T03:23:00.000+08:00

When I was promoted as a Trainer, the job didn't actually came with a handbook so I pretty much didn't have any idea what will be lost and what kind of advantages will I gain. Apparently, there are more cons than pros and sad to say I only realized that now. But anyway, let me just tell you about our team building during the summer. Everything happened in Bosay resort in Antipolo.

Before everything else, the photo was sent to us and while I looked at it, I said it was pretty okay just like Club Manila East. But to our surprise when we got there. Oh no. The place was crowded, and not just with normal people, it was crowded with ugly people! Jejemons, kabataang pinoys, oldies but not goodies and whatever else you have in mind. i didn't want to swim at first because I'm scawed but my manager did so I felt a bit ashamed and joined the bandwagon.

The boyf posing after having breakfast

I want to pose, too!

Jello shots by Abi!

Colorful utensil care of Meggie

Mangoes and Tomatoes for sawsawan!

If it were not for my boss, I wouldn't have went there and soaked myself. Plus I lost my underwater camera! i was just looking at it then I just looked at another direction for a minute and it's gone! Good thing it was just a film camera, but it still has monetary and sentimental values for me. Sad.

This is considered the not crowded part, srsly.

Co-trainers, EJ, moi, Hyooj and Pammy

EJ, Kat and Hyooj

After Bosay, we went to Meggie's house which is in Teresa. It feels like a village out of nowhere where killers throw their victims away. It was so far and the road going there felt a little dangerous since it was raining so some of the people who were supposed to join us in the night time weren't able to do so.

Dinner cooked by boss Jay

Grilled Chickans!

Liempo!

Chopseuy by Meggie

Mango float for dessert!

The dinner was overwhelmingly sumptuous. I couldn't ask for more especially after downing 6 slices of Mango float. We headed to drink after and had a goal of getting drunk before the clock strikes 12MN, it's what the boss wants so we should oblige!

UA Trainers

While playing stroke and grab!

We didn't get drunk at around 12MN for The Bar, Boracay Rhum and Emperador failed us. I had a sound sleep, though. When I woke up in the morning, food was already prepared! Aah, the good life. I didn't even have a hangover so I proceeded to eat bweakfast with the boyf. And there it was again, a smorgasbord of food right in front of us.

leftover shrimps

Scrambled eggs

Century Tuna's tuna hotdog(?) tasted malansa
Oops, the fly got lost!

Contis chocolate cake for dessert! NOMNOMNOM

And last but not the least.

A photo of a caterpillar. An epitome of the good life! LOLJK

In general, Bosay was a terrible experience for me. We weren't able to get a decent cottage with a karaoke machine. The traffic builds up even before you reach the gate, the people were awful, my camera got lost and I can go on and on but I prefer to stop. I hope not to go back there anyway so I guess I'm just giving you a warning, guys.

Have a happy monday!

Warm Summer Days Indoors

2011-07-04T02:36:00.000+08:00

I don't see the point of late blog or album posts but since I have one right now that dates back to the Holy Week, It'll somehow have a point. Let's see, uhm, the photos perhaps? Yes, that's it! I'm photodumping here from my Holy Week 2011 album plus some words and captions to go with it. That way, it'll look like a late blog post with sense. Yay! Shut me up. Let me carry on.

Since my mom and dad approved of lovey going home to the province with me every now and then, his visits became a little bit too often so I'm on a down low right now. Gimme a month and we'll go back to the routine. Haha! So last Holy Week, he spent the long weekend over at our house, eating like there's no tomorrow, sleeping and just slacking around.

Breakfast at PG 13 before the bus ride home

One of our few photos together. Thanks 50mm.

My Dad always teases him because we're in freakin' Pampanga and he is wearing a bonnet! Haha! I can't dictate his sense of style or how he wants to wear his hair. He says it's more convenient especially for out of bed kind of hair, so I just let him be. He's the one dripping in sweat anyway. LOLJK.

At the jeepney

Waiting for the ride to be full, with people that is.

After settling down, we got a bit bored and decided to go to the mall to window whop, just that. But things didn't happen the way we planned it to. There was a sale and Bun ended up giving me a post-anniversary gift! Hahaha!

Bun looking at the shoesies

Hipsturr thingy on my head

Poor baby cat we saw outside while smoking

We had dinner at Tokyo-Tokyo then went home for we were so tired! But it was fun nevertheless.

Miso soup, as always.

My appetizer! nomnomnom!

It was a good long weekend after all. So this is to having more weekends here at home with the boyfran. I'm just lucky that my parents gave me the freedom to have him come home here. I have such wonderful parents! Well, actually it doesn't matter if it's in Pampanga or Baguio so long as we're together! <3

Now tell me, is your boyfran/girlfran allowed in your home? :)

With A Slice Of Love

2011-06-27T10:16:00.004+08:00

Since I spent a good 4 years and 2 months in Baguio, when I go there I try to opt for food stalls/restos that i haven't tried before when I was still a student. I know I have a ton of places to go to, that's why Baguio and I will always meet again. But so far, let's wee the places I frequent when I go there. This kind of weather makes me miss Baguio!

First one up is Kamayan sa Baguio, it got very popular among my college friends who frequent Baguio so Lovey and I decided to try it one, hungry afternoon.

The first plate I had

I'm a seafood lover, alright!

Bibi on the other hand loves meat

Dessert sampler!

Facade

Bunny enjoying his meal

Creative menu

I actually forgot the price for the buffet, I'm not sure if it's P149.00 or P199.00, ugh, signs of aging! But whichever the price is, it's totally worth it. The buffet had like, 20 plus dished you can choose from. Plus they refill every now and then. There were also a lot of seafood selection which I really liked. The dessert on the other hand kept on going empty and I wanted to go back for the leche flan but they did not refill it. They just had more fruit slices, sad.

Oh, and let me share some snaps from my trip there last April. I didn't post the photos on Facebook because the boyfran and I rarely have photos together. It's so hard to do so with a 50mm lens. I seriously need a gorilla pod!

FroYo, a favorite!

Frozen Yogurt with mixed fruits from White Hat

Pancit Canton! Hahaha

Bunny preparing my food. :)

Oh, we also frequent Point and Grill at SM Baguio. Not because I haven't tried it when I was a student but because it's cheap! We always order from the P99.00 sulit meals, and you just have to add P10.00 for your drink. Yeah, I know. We're cheap like that. But they have delish tuna belly and chicken bbq!

Tuna belly for P99.00

Bunny's food, all the freakin' time

There you go! Try some of those restos and I'm sure they won't fail you. PS, this entry is all over the place. Haha!

Last photo! A view from lovey's veranda.

Where do you usually eat when you're in Baguio? Fill me in thru the comments! :)

The Crabby Chronicle

2011-06-27T07:33:00.000+08:00

I remember a couple of months ago, we had this top talent thing at work. Of course I was a newbie at our department so I had no idea was it was all about. I was just there innocently clapping my hands whenever someones name was called. But anyhoo, I'm going to tell you about the place where we had the small event and not the event itself.

We were told to go to Crustasia at around 7:00PM, of course I was late because I felt like I lacked sleep which is obviously not true. I've never been there so it could've been really a big help if I went there early so I can look for the place. Good things I had co-trainers who were also running late. We went to Edsa Shangri-la
to look for the place and spent around 15 minutes because the big bold letters in front of the resto says Thai Shrimp House, and we were looking for something more similar to Crustasia.

But, everything was fine after I saw the buffet. Seafood overload, duh, of course.

Peppered Crab

I only ate a small amount of rice. Hihi

Nomnomnom!

I didn't want to upset my stomach so I satisfied myself with one main course. I had siomai and chicken feet (not in shown in photo) for appetizers, then I had Peppered Crab as my main course. I only ate a small amount of rice so I can accomodate everything. Haha! I must've have consumed 4 plates of Peppered Crab sans the rice after my first full plate.

Co-trainer Hyooj enjoying the buffet

Cat and I

The Biggest Forehead contestants. Hahaha!

With Mommy Manager Meggielou

Well, the company paid for the buffet but everything else that's not in it you'd have to pay for.

Watermelon shake at P145.00

Watermelons for dessert!

I had watermelons and mango puree in a small glass, which is not shown here because I downed 2 without even taking a photo. I was too stuffed after I had to get my ass up and smoke for a little bit.

Feeling like I'm just home.

I love the light here.

See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil

Trainer Cat, Ochi and Ayel

Mike, the person who forced me to apply for a promotion! :))

The lights in the smoking area was good so we snapped some shots out of nowhere. Overall, Crustacia was good. After you eat they're going to provide you lukewarm water with a damp towel and calamansi/lemon so you can take the smell away from your hands. Which was actually very helpful because I don't want to go to work with the smell of crab. Buffet at Crustasia costs P395.00 and for me, is very reasonable. They don't have a long line of dishes on their buffet table but the dishes that they have(around 5/6) will surely keep you coming back for more.

Crustasia is located at 6/L, EDSA cor. Shaw Boulevard, Mandaluyong City, Metro Manila.

I Found My Thrill On Blueberry Hill

2011-06-27T06:11:00.000+08:00

Updates! Updates! My mind is so rusty, instead of composing updates of what I did last month, I'd rather stay in bed and cuddle with my hotdog pillow. My weekend is almost over and I haven't done anything productive! Gaaah, this is bad. The weather is bad, it's keeping me tied to my bed. Ugh.

Almost a month ago before we planned my birthday celebration aka the gang reunion at Pangasinan, we talked about our objectives and what would be discussed during our strategic planning but this is what happened instead.

Men are innately curious, transition to what we really did was gossip about, uhm, stuff and pig out at Banapple. Hahaha! After we've had our meals, we didn't even realize that it was already time to go home. We were on our respective ways when I suddenly though of Pangasinan. We don't have an itinerary yet. Hahaha! Funny 'cause that's the reason why we had the meeting then ended up not talking about it. So we talked about what we're going to do for a good 5 minutes and that's it, off we go.

I missed my bitches!

Mel and Doctora

Dan trying a very annoying signature pose.

Lalai is missing :/

The asian guy trying to do an Oli.

We were supposed to eat at the Katipunan branch, but the traffic wasn't moving! We had to go to Banapple Tomas Morato because the time we spent at Katipunan waiting for the traffic to move was more than the time we spent going to T. Morato. I can't get over Banapple, so will blog about their humongous serving some more.

Hickory smoked Barbecued Country Ribs for P145.00

Most of us had the same thing.

It was delish!

I had Hickory Smoked Barbecued Country Ribs because as per CG, it tasted good and it did! The only thing that stopped me from eating was that my nape was already hurting. Too much cholesterol I guess? The barbecue had a lot of unwanted fats but I was lusting for it so I ate everything. I even had extra rice. Haha!

Salpicao Rafael for P160.00

The only deviant was Mel. She ordered Salpicao Rafael and I was able to taste it, too. For me it was too salty, that's why I felt relieved that I stayed with my Hickory BBQ. It's tender though. I don't have a lot to say because I'm pretty much happy with my BBQ. Haha!

As usual, blueberry cheesecake for dessert!

Blueberry cheescake for P80.00

I never get tired of the blueberry because the consistency of the cream is so thick and filling. The taste is pretty much the same but the crust and the blueberry neutralizes everything. I also think it's cheap for P80 compared to Starbucks' Blueberry cheesecake. We also had Apple Crumble for dessert but we consumed it way too fast I wasn't able to take a photo.

I Am Human And I Need To Be Loved

2011-06-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

I hate this feeling. Who wouldn’t? Every time I get into this kind of situation, it makes me want to puke. Throw up everything that I’ve eaten and everything else in between. I know trust should be one of the fundamental ingredients in a relationship along with love and whatever else you have in mind, but, it’s one of the hardest to acquire/maintain/keep in a relationship.

Honestly, I don’t know what the point of this post is that’s why I’m not promoting it to my tumblr. I just want to vent, shout and cry. Almost, always I do it on my own. Just like how I’m doing with this blog. I only have a couple of followers so that’s fine, I’m not naming names anyway since it’s pretty obvious who I’m talking about.

This movie that I’m watching, it’s not helping either. Last Kiss is the title, and it keeps on skipping because it’s pirated. It’s about relationships and how they fail, but then again it also depicts various situations where you have to stand up for something and make things work. I love how this movie shows that it’s difficult, unlike other romantic dramas out there where they give you an idea how things should work out, it’s as if a kiss will iron everything out. But that’s it, aside from that it’s not making me feel any better as of the moment.

Watching western movies break my heart, I feel like it’s easy for them to detach from something or someone with the snap of a finger. Spur of the moment thought, I’m anti divorce because I’m the clingy kind of person. I know it’s a stupid thought and will not necessarily work for everybody, but it’s a spur of the moment thought and may change anytime soon.

OMG, this movie is so mushy; it’s making me breathe really heavy. It has Coldplay in the soundtrack. Can I cry now?

I abhor this feeling with passion. I feel like my heart is about to burst into fucking million pieces and he’s just there, clueless. I’m scared to talk about it. I’m always scared. Especially if he is the problem or he has something to do with the problem. I always think about my problems on my own and everything else that comes my way. That may be the reason why my face looks old and wrinkled. I want to cry. I want to fucking cry right now.

Yeah, maybe I will. I always do. But I’ll do that after I get over with how selfish and stupid I am for not sharing my problem with friends whom I know will understand. Or I can talk to him since it does concern him? Or maybe I’m just going to light up a cigarette, eat my butterscotch and then cry. That’ll be more like Natalie Portman in No Strings Attached sans the driving scene and the confectioner’s sugar around my mouth. Wait, that sounds like a good idea.

I was just done with the movie and I’m teary-eyed right now. Hall and Oates is in the soundtrack as well. WTH, I didn’t realize this was a good movie. I actually like it. Again, subjective thought because my emotions make me like and hate things like that.

PPS

I will have emo posts every once in a while.