Or should I say, Im everything THEY'RE not? Men as a whole are self-absorbed, insentive, fickle-minded biatches. They cannot, ever, stick to one person nor stay loyal to one for the rest of their lives. C'mon guys, now is the time to admit it. Stand up and raise you fuckin' hands.
I cannot sleep. Maybe because Im angry. NOT! Im pissed! Gravely pissed. The crisp cold won't help either. Im here, staring into nothingness. Pondering over the thought that has kept my mind awake all these hours.
I saw a message which you initiated, and you always said you're the shy type. Then I saw another again, it felt like a very fined needle just passed through my nimble heart. I never wanted to describe the hurt I get whenever I witness how you break me to pieces. But its the only way on how I can ease the pain.
Im tired of this setup. Maybe you'll get tired and leave me as well, soon. I know you're bored, I know you're looking for something new. I know you're looking for spontaneity and adventure. I've tried my best to give you a combination, but you always seem to like another. I'm tired.
Maybe one day I'll just walk out on you. On my way, I'll be picking up the pieces that has always led me to your heart.
Im fuming mad, again! For the nth time since I went home, the tension won't go down. I've had several marks on my face that can prove the overwhelming stress that I get from this sibling rivalry/fight. I've had enough of this and no more, please! I won't take any more of this crap just because she's threatening all of us! PLEASE help me conquer this, I've will be through a lot of things for the coming months and I hope this won't add up to the stress that is building.
Im having a long-distance relationship and its very hard. Im having this sibling catfight and Im so not over it. Im having a major heart operation on August and Im not sure if I'll survive. I'll be going on the field on Monday and Im nervous, not quite sure if I'll do the job. Im going out of the country, more or less in 3 months, and I can't stand the fact that I have to live my own life, far away from the people I love the most. I'll be studying Law next year and Im not sure if I'll make a cut.
I have a lot of if's in life and Im too naive to overcome them. Im still in the process, just give me more time and I'll get over every regret and every hatred.
The clamor for attention is over for me. I have to face the real world now, and as cliche as it may sound, I must stay strong for the dreams I build on Chocolate hills, while lying under the sweet and powerful rainbow.
Im am really shy when I am applying for a job that is why most of the time or all of the time, I apply online! LOL. Today I had my first ever application in person. haha But it was a special one cause its here at home! haha I handed my resume to their agent and immediately had my phone interview. So there. I may or may not get the position but its ok. Its a newscaster for a local TV station, mapangarap ba? At least its worth a try. haha :p
As of the moment, Im still not considering Call Centers. I promised myself that I wont consider CC, not until it becomes my last option and resort.